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aroll

aroll

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Aug 19, 2023
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I just wanna hear the method you guys use to self harm. Are there any unique ways that you use? Exaple: I used to use scissors to literally cut my skin like meat. The cuts weren't big, but they were deep.
 
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xXSufferingXx

Enlightened
Feb 21, 2025
1,193
never done it, never will. life harms me enough already
 
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AltercatingVoices

AltercatingVoices

Compagnon de misère
Mar 31, 2026
12
Used to use razors, though I've been clean for a year or two now. Prefer alcohol even if it's worse in the long term so I can at least choose to wear something that's better for summers
 
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ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

Member
May 5, 2026
63
Besides random cutting, mostly with box cutters, I also used to burn myself with hot metal objects, such as the tip of a knife held into a candle flame. But that was a long time ago, I have no longer self-harmed after my teenage.
 
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burninghill

burninghill

Experienced
Dec 2, 2025
256
I used to use an exacto knife, then a razorblade taped to a metal handle haha, then I started to get really fucking sick of cleaning up blood so I switched to cigarette burns. Makes me look like some cringey, angsty teenager and the scars are very ugly.
 
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bl33ding_heart

Borderline
Jun 24, 2025
643
I sometimes pour very small amounts of burning water on myself and it hurts like hell, although that is the intention.
 
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aloneinkyoto

aloneinkyoto

人生はゲームのようなものです。楽しむように努めるべきです
Feb 24, 2026
3
kai razors and overdosing on medication
 
dustoff

dustoff

Member
Apr 15, 2026
77
forcing myself to live
 
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angelhopes

angelhopes

:)
Mar 15, 2026
51
i would hit myself in the head whenever im about to spiral either with my fist or in the wall. It helps me calm down specially when im spiraling down.
 
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adamantc

Member
Mar 29, 2026
73
Extracting blood (from veins) from myself. For my own consumption. I used to cut with medical blades, but I hated the stigma so I stopped.
 
c4di

c4di

oyasumi
Oct 9, 2025
70
i mostly just hit my head or my limbs until they bruise but i tried every other sh method too.
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

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May 4, 2025
403
Skin-picking to an extreme extent. I'm covered in unhealed scars and bruises because I keep picking at the skin to the point of causing them to not even try to heal back normally. I think it's probably an anxiety-relief response rather than wishing for pain but it does cause pain.
 
chiikawalover616

chiikawalover616

irrepressible thoughts of death barbie
Apr 22, 2026
3
box cutters or kai razors. if neither of those are there then any eyebrow razor with the safety removed
 
iguazo falls

iguazo falls

Member
May 20, 2026
49
razors but lately ive juust been bashing my head in and i think ive given myself concussions. not so bad these days but i am stupider.
 
hurts2b

hurts2b

Wasting my time
Mar 14, 2026
291
Ye old method of cuts-by-razorblade. Not very unique or adventurous but it gets the job done.
 
sireb_b

sireb_b

Member
Jan 24, 2026
10
Mainly I used to cut myself with razors, or other times I'd strangle myself until I felt lightheaded, eighter with my own hands or with the help of a rope. Sometimes tho SH can be much more subtle: like banging your head against a wall, wearing belts unbearably tight to the point it hurts or just generally being purposely careless in order to feel pain. Once, for example, I accidentally broke a glass, and while I was picking the pieces up I made sure to push my fingers extra hard on the sharp edges. Lucky tho I've been clean for quite a few years.
 
selfsocio

selfsocio

Member
May 10, 2025
17
I just wanna hear the method you guys use to self harm. Are there any unique ways that you use? Exaple: I used to use scissors to literally cut my skin like meat. The cuts weren't big, but they were deep.
other than cutting, i used to inhale my asthma inhaler over and over again until it hurt to breathe
 

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