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Gl1tch3d G1rl

Gl1tch3d G1rl

My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
Aug 10, 2021
1,421
Mine would be:

"The suffering in this society was too much for me, plus I ruined my own life turning it into torture. It was for the best for me and for everyone else."
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
308
Mine would be:

"The suffering in this society was too much for me, plus I ruined my own life turning it into torture. It was for the best for me and for everyone else."
No one is going to ask me😂😂😂
If someone actually did
I wouldn't answer
When I leave here I leave
I don't want anything to do with anyone here or in the here after
 
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untothedepths

untothedepths

want off this ride
Mar 20, 2023
641
My answer depends heavily on who is asking, if they did.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,295
"A big failure in life broke me. I could not recover from that failure. To prevent myself from further decline in life quality and even more unbearable life circumstances, I decided to CTB. A honorable suicide is better than a life full of suffering."
 
Namarupa

Namarupa

Student
Jan 24, 2024
112
Living takes too much effort without offering reasonable returns. Or, as they say, "the juice isn't woth the squeeze".
 
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4am

4am

there’s nothing for you (it/its)
Dec 14, 2023
3,329
i'll answer "holy fuck did i just become a fucking ghost?"
 
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LocalAngel

LocalAngel

Lost, wanting out.
Feb 7, 2023
214
This world isn't kind to strangers who act differently. I wasn't wanted and i had to go.
 
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Aesthetic guy

Aesthetic guy

Just hanging around...
Dec 13, 2022
128
where they were before i commit suicide? they asking now?

Well Now Im not Doing it meme 4
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it's darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
9,013
Because I wanted to
 
Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,407
If I've successfully CTB'd then hopefully I've finished all my notes and other documents which are supposed to be detailed enough that people will know everything they need to know without having to resort to communicating with me in the afterlife.

In the event that I've died without completing those I'd basically just tell anyone who asks that I'm a 30 year old incel whose death was necessary to prevent causing future suffering to any and all crushes of mine from the past, present, and future.
 
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LunarPyotr

LunarPyotr

Похорони меня возле МКАДа
Jul 4, 2020
507
Depends who asks.
But tbh it's not like they cared before and will understand the reason even after explaining everything.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
15,061
I plan on leaving a note in which I'll say why. I doubt I'd be able to elaborate much further on the wonderful lyrics of David Bowie:

'Life wasn't worth the balance.'

Basically- life didn't feel worth the effort. I hung on for literally decades (33 years) for the sake of not upsetting other people but- life simply isn't for everyone. I feel like we should have the right to leave it.
 

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