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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,053
Dear friends,

Just wanted to share bits of a dream from last night that I remember. I was with one or two of you in spirit, but it felt very real, as if I was guided or being watched over. I was diving or maybe sinking into a very dark, like black dam of deep water. I was not afraid, because I was not alone. It was almost as if whoever was with me, was trying to make me decide if I was sure of the path I'm taking to ctb. I repeated the process of diving/sinking twice, as if the person(s) tried to tell me I need to be sure not only that I wanted to do it, but how to do it. The second time when I came up to the surface I woke from the dream.

Normally I would be very afraid to go down into deep, black water by myself and it was also dark outside. But it was not a scary dream, more an eye opener or realisation of where I am at this point in life, perhaps accepting my decision or making sure that I am at peace with it.

Thank you for being here for me and making a difference during all the ups and downs, bad days and better days. Even though I'm very much alone in real life, I do not feel alone in my world because of this community.

Peace, love and sweet dreams to all of you 🙂
 
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APeacefulPlace

APeacefulPlace

Ape
Dec 2, 2024
297
Strange coincidence as I also had a really pleasant dream with some members on SS 😆, anyways thanks for the warm wishes, same to you : )
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
649
I love you too 🥹
Hope the dream brought you closure with accepting whatever you need right now, especially when it comes to hope and faith. We all need that... 🥲
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,053
I love you too 🥹
Hope the dream brought you closure with accepting whatever you need right now, especially when it comes to hope and faith. We all need that... 🥲
Thanks, it really helps to have you guys here. After a day like today, I don't see much hope or faith though. Hope things are looking up for you :hug:
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
649
Hehe, it isn't that much yet, but hopefully it will, and I believe it will soon ((:

And realistically you too 🥹🥰🫂

And don't worry… I doubt anyone of us sees hope or faith :')) we are in this together ((':
 
FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,053
Hehe, it isn't that much yet, but hopefully it will, and I believe it will soon ((:

And realistically you too 🥹🥰🫂

And don't worry… I doubt anyone of us sees hope or faith :')) we are in this together ((':
Yeah, guess that's why we're here. All the best to you 🙂
 
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idelttoilfsadness21

I need a moment right now
Jan 6, 2025
649
Yeah, guess that's why we're here. All the best to you 🙂
If I see you in a dream, it will mean it's your turn next :))
Dreamt of someone dying before, and my dreams sometimes predicts the future :))
Can't wait to see how it goes and you too :D
I'm just gonna wait until I know for a fact I can rest easily to never deal with my anxiety anymore 😌☺️
 
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