You guys are very important to me

[suffering]

I just wanted to say this. I know I will probably never have the courage to CTB (I joined this forum when I though I did), but I can't stop coming here. You are the only ones who understand what it means to want to stop existing, and here we talk about so many topics, rant to each other and discuss things with honesty and compassion. I have no friends in real life and I have no family. I keep things to myself in real life. But here, on this forum, is where I can open up. You guys are my only friends. Maybe we never talked (I'm not very talkative), maybe we never commented on each other posts. But just a hug react is enough for me to feel connected. I love you guys.

 

[Notwinnernotawin]

It's really endearing how compassionate and understanding most people are in here. Like I said one other time, this website is a place that really brings comfort.

 

[Jumper Geo]

OMG what a waste of a , button,

Cheers

George

 

[K-O]

weve never talked but i remember your avatar is from smiley ass JG

 

[Sad_Autistic_boy_101]

You're welcome to stay as long as you like! I don't think this forum is purely based on CTB but rather being a family that supports each other through our most depressing times. Yes it's sad when we lose the people who we have come to know on this site but I like to think of them in a much better place. It's good to know that at the end of a day when you are tired and fed up with life, that there is a community waiting for you inside your computer screen. I stumbled across this site whilst trying to find out why my carer killed himself, I was and still am suicidal myself and so this was a great find!

I still plan on CTBing myself but for now I will use this site to make connections and validate others.