you ever feel like your life isnt real

[crashinout]

i go through dissociation all the time, i remember way back in january i just felt like. everything is so shit in my life it doesnt feel "real". so i got intro drugs, id do shrooms and drink because i coudlnt handle shit. i was in university and dropped out, i was in pain everyday. in a dif province, my parents disowned me so i felt empty. i felt like i had no one that can fully understand around me. ketamine, molly, amongst other things but moreso fun party ones

but strangely being on drugs gave me a reason to live. im feeling the euphoria, disconnect. so i just still do them, and im pretty much already under distress/disconnected so they help me atleast "feel" something. i had no interest in anything recreational before i felt disconnected from reality.

 

[nonn_ee]

I've never tried drugs (beyond weed - awful - and alcohol - mixed bag), but yeah I've felt like nothing is real for close to a decade.

 

[hughmun9]

all the time

 

[fadedghost]

yes

 

[animzuk]

yeah i had a really dumb dxm phase because that dissociation made me feel more present and "real" than the sober dissociation i was used to. unfortunately that one just makes me puke now so ive kinda been chasing that feeling with all the other drugs ive tried

 

[time2gosoon]

i go through dissociation all the time, i remember way back in january i just felt like. everything is so shit in my life it doesnt feel "real". so i got intro drugs, id do shrooms and drink because i coudlnt handle shit. i was in university and dropped out, i was in pain everyday. in a dif province, my parents disowned me so i felt empty. i felt like i had no one that can fully understand around me. ketamine, molly, amongst other things but moreso fun party ones

but strangely being on drugs gave me a reason to live. im feeling the euphoria, disconnect. so i just still do them, and im pretty much already under distress/disconnected so they help me atleast "feel" something. i had no interest in anything recreational before i felt disconnected from reality.

There are times where we feel like Neo from The Matrix.
Then there are others where we feel like Truman Burbank from The Truman Show.

 

[violetforever]

everything just gets so increasingly bad that i dont feel like my life is real either.