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overmorrow

overmorrow

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the beauty about suicide, is letting go
it's the acknowledgement of finally deciding to prefer peace, instead of continuos suffering and mental strain

don't ever feel guilty, for deciding to do it, it's not your fault, it's just the way it is, the world is evil, cruel and merciless

but mostly, meaningless, apart from your biological role, which is to reproduce, you're here for no reason, 2 people decided to have fun one night and forced you in a tormenting, agonizing life

nobody will remember you in 100 years, the world will keep spinning, your surroundings might get impacted, but even then, eventually everything goes forward

you don't have to keep suffering for no reason, it's okay to let go, don't feel guilty
 
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thanks, i needed to hear that.
i'm afraid what will happen to my soul after i die tho, what if religious people are right and committing suicide will not bring me the peace i long for? what if i keep suffering? i'm not really religious but that's something i think about more than i wanted to
 
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thanks, i needed to hear that.
i'm afraid what will happen to my soul after i die tho, what if religious people are right and committing suicide will not bring me the peace i long for? what if i keep suffering? i'm not really religious but that's something i think about more than i wanted to
I'd rather suffer eternally than ever praise a god that let me live through the hell that my life is.

we don't know what happens after death, everyone has their own beliefs and i won't confirm nor reject yours, but act on your own, don't make your decision, change due to people around you, don't let them influence you

religious people have the mentality to save everyone, they'll say some random bs to terrify you into not killing yourself lengthening your struggles.

if you die, you won't be nowhere, you won't suffer anymore, you can't suffer in that state.
 
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I'd rather suffer eternally than ever praise a god that let me live through the hell that my life is.

we don't know what happens after death, everyone has their own beliefs and i won't confirm nor reject yours, but act on your own, don't make your decision, change due to people around you, don't let them influence you

religious people have the mentality to save everyone, they'll say some random bs to terrify you into not killing yourself lengthening your struggles.

if you die, you won't be nowhere, you won't suffer anymore, you can't suffer in that state.
i don't understand why people want to save people from suicide so badly. like yeah emotionally i kinda get it but if you stop to think, why are you stopping someone who's in a infernal pain from reaching their peace? don't you think that's selfish? what's the point on keeping someone in so much pain alive
 
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i don't understand why people want to save people from suicide so bad. like yeah emotionally i kinda get it but if you stop to think, why are you stopping someone who's in a infernal pain from reaching their peace? don't you think that's selfish? what's the point on keeping someone in so much pain alive
it boosts their ego and makes such individuals fullfiled, yes it's selfish, nobody really cares about the other person, at the end of the day, it's all about how you make them feel, not who you are.
 
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it boosts their ego and makes such individuals fullfiled, yes it's selfish, nobody really cares about the other person, at the end of the day, it's all about how you make them feel, not who you are.
yes, that's actually the only rational explanation i can think of. they want to stop you from suicide because you most likely make them feel good and loved, and they don't want to stop feeling like that. it's all about how you make them feel
 
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