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neverexistedd

neverexistedd

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Mar 13, 2026
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I feel like I haven't made a single right decision in my life, only wrong choices that made my life more miserable, I only wasted my time and life, I keep repeating these wrong choices in my head thinking "what if" even though I already know it's useless and it won't amount to anything, but I can't help it, it feels like completely different life that I was supposed to live but I'm here right now
all these choices made me to be here where I am right now
 
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DivineBreadEnjoyer

DivineBreadEnjoyer

flying past the stars
Oct 31, 2025
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The worst part is knowing that I ruined a big part of my life myself, ending up in a pretty hopeless situation
 
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Sep 21, 2025
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Yes. I have made many wrong choices as well. It's hard like you said, looking back and knowing. Not being able to choose differently. All that time just being gone. I hate that more than anything
 
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neverexistedd

neverexistedd

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Mar 13, 2026
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The worst part is knowing that I ruined a big part of my life myself, ending up in a pretty hopeless situation
true, I can't blame it on anything but just myself, I mean I had some struggles but at the end of the day I wasted my own life and made the wrong choices, no one else did it for me

Yes. I have made many wrong choices as well. It's hard like you said, looking back and knowing. Not being able to choose differently. All that time just being gone. I hate that more than anything
true, all the days, weeks, months, years, just gone, and I'm just stuck here right now with the knowledge that these decisions weren't that hard to make, I was just afraid to live and I'm here right now, still afraid to live unwilling to make the right choices
 
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LastNite

LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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true, I can't blame it on anything but just myself, I mean I had some struggles but at the end of the day I wasted my own life and made the wrong choices, no one else did it for me


true, all the days, weeks, months, years, just gone, and I'm just stuck here right now with the knowledge that these decisions weren't that hard to make, I was just afraid to live and I'm here right now, still afraid to live unwilling to make the right choices
I made plenty of wrong choices. It's not the end to everything. You can still make something out of yourself. Your only true enemy is your own thoughts. Cling onto them for too long and they'll cause nothing but harm to you.
 
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