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anhedonic_moron

anhedonic_moron

weather outside is delightful
Mar 20, 2025
80
sorry for the odd title but i honestly don't know what to say really

i have been barely both online and irl, barely respond or talk with people which leads me back to the familiar feelings of suffocating loneliness even though i don't want to be in that state, i have opened up a google doc not long ago roughly around may where i tried to write a guide on hanging, everything one needs to know, the anatomical aspect of it, variations and what not with the help of research articles to which i will cite, there is no reason for me to write this, like my other actions i don't even know why am writing this guide and am not sure if i'll release it at all, these past few days feels miserable and with the upcoming future it will be even more miserable than before, not sure
 
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dustoff

dustoff

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Apr 15, 2026
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im in the same predicament but writing a guide on CO.
there's a wiki about suicide and suicide methods would you mind to contribute your work to it ?
 
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anhedonic_moron

anhedonic_moron

weather outside is delightful
Mar 20, 2025
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will probably do, roughly on the days leading up to my ctb, which wiki are you specifically referring to just so that we can be on the same page?
 
dustoff

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will probably do, roughly on the days leading up to my ctb, which wiki are you specifically referring to just so that we can be on the same page?

you can ask @nobodycaresaboutme if you want to join
 
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anhedonic_moron

anhedonic_moron

weather outside is delightful
Mar 20, 2025
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ah thank you so much, will think about it further and likely after am done with my guide, hope that your doing alright
 
nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

maybe my English kinda sucks
Jun 30, 2025
713
As @dustoff said it'll mean a lot to everyone if you can provide the guide, whichever you become an editor(contributor) of our wiki or simply support us from the sidelines. I hope you get relieved from the loneliness đź«‚

Announcement thread link for more information on our wiki... Ask me anything.
 
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