anhedonic_moron
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- Mar 20, 2025
- 80
sorry for the odd title but i honestly don't know what to say really
i have been barely both online and irl, barely respond or talk with people which leads me back to the familiar feelings of suffocating loneliness even though i don't want to be in that state, i have opened up a google doc not long ago roughly around may where i tried to write a guide on hanging, everything one needs to know, the anatomical aspect of it, variations and what not with the help of research articles to which i will cite, there is no reason for me to write this, like my other actions i don't even know why am writing this guide and am not sure if i'll release it at all, these past few days feels miserable and with the upcoming future it will be even more miserable than before, not sure
i have been barely both online and irl, barely respond or talk with people which leads me back to the familiar feelings of suffocating loneliness even though i don't want to be in that state, i have opened up a google doc not long ago roughly around may where i tried to write a guide on hanging, everything one needs to know, the anatomical aspect of it, variations and what not with the help of research articles to which i will cite, there is no reason for me to write this, like my other actions i don't even know why am writing this guide and am not sure if i'll release it at all, these past few days feels miserable and with the upcoming future it will be even more miserable than before, not sure