wouldn't it be nice if we just disappeared?

[dreadpirateroberts69]

Random thought I had while rewatching The Dark Crystal just now: It would actually be really really nice if our bodies just disappeared (or even just disintegrated) right after we died. I would love to be able to ctb in my own room but I can't do that because I don't want my friends to be the ones to find me. I wouldn't have to worry about wanting to get found soon after I die so that I'm not too decomposed when found, I hate the thought of anyone having to deal with that or my loved ones seeing me like that. Plus if we just disappeared, it would almost always be ambiguous whether we just "went missing" or actually died, unless there were witnesses of course (which obviously there usually aren't with suicides). It would be great if I could ctb peacefully and make it look like an accident, if we just disappeared I wouldn't have to worry about people knowing the cause of death. Idk I think it would be pretty nice, if only

 

[Aeathelina]

That would be the dream way to die. Just vanishing into dust whenever we want... I would walk to be the beach and disappear at midnight . I don't have to worry about my family finding me or the disgusting side of death .

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish there was a way to just disappear without having to ctb at all. I wish I could erase my whole existence from everyones memory and be free from all pain and suffering. I am very tired of living. My existence is so pointless and empty so completely disappearing would feel right.