Would you take drugs / alcohol before your attempt?

[Unknown Flower]

I think I would. Maybe alcohol and some benzos.

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I would, but it depends on the method I plan to use and making sure it doesn't ruin my attempt

 

[hellworldprincess]

I plan on being as inebriated as possible when I go on my SN journey.

Because I'm an alcoholic I imagine my chance of success to be greater if I drink during the fasting period, because I get nauseous when sobering up, but before I attempt anything I'm definitely gonna research that.

You can definitely pop a bunch of benzos.
It doesn't only make it less uncomfortable/painful but it also makes you lose consciousness earlier so you don't call emergency services because of SI.

 

[Unknown Flower]

I plan on being as inebriated as possible when I go on my SN journey.

Because I'm an alcoholic I imagine my chance of success to be greater if I drink during the fasting period, because I get nauseous when sobering up, but before I attempt anything I'm definitely gonna research that.

You can definitely pop a bunch of benzos.
It doesn't only make it less uncomfortable/painful but it also makes you lose consciousness earlier so you don't call emergency services because of SI.

Didn't know benzos would make you pass out quicker.. Can I ask where did you found this info?

 

[treestumpisland]

Most likely, at least meds like propranalol(probably spelled wrong, sorry). But it would have to be figured out once I know which method I'm for sure using. I want to make sure I'm passed out to help with the SI, but also need to make sure it might not make the attempt worse.

 

[twilightSparriw]

I think I would. Maybe alcohol and some benzos.

Alcohol definitely… i'd be overthinking life choices too much without it…

 

[SVEN]

In a heartbeat.

 

[Placo]

I've developed the strange idea of trying laughing gas, first I want to see what effect it has on me, then maybe I'll use it while I wait to lose consciousness with SN, at least I'll die laughing and in a good mood.

 

[honestmind]

I don't think so. I'm too scared about messing up since I'll be using a gun. At most, a glass of wine and even that makes me nervous.

 

[ventingfrustrations]

For my method I need to be sober to get it right but i might start drinking kava while i wait to do it

 

[Rose Mine]

I might try to drink because I don't think I'd have the balls sober. I've tried sober and I think too much and back out half way through.

 

[KillingPain267]

I'm debating whether to use the SN or Amitriptyline method. While the former is a little more reliable, I'm drawn to the latter just because it allows an alcoholic drink mixed in. And as an alcoholic I look for any excuse to drink, lol. Even when it comes to suicide methods.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I will drink alcohol more than likely. Probably also going to have some THC gummies to go along with it before the end. I'm not certain on my method yet, just ideas of which ones to try.

 

[onthefence]

I'm planning to use alcohol, ketamine, opioids with AEs outside in the cold. With my noose securely fastened so when I lose consciousness I'll hang and freeze.

 

[Dawns]

does anyone know if alcohol affects SN method/absorption? i don't have access to benzos :/

 

[curiouscvnt]

for the painlessness / experience alone, i would ideally OD on opioids. IV so it's efficient.
But i have chosen a poisoning method more available to me for the time being, and for now, while i do alot of drinking and drugging in life, i don't want all the pro-lifer assholes to have another reason to shittalk me, so i don't plan on using any substances other than maybe caffeine within at least 48 h of ctb. i want people to know that i will have made a very conscious decision to end my life.

 

[sanction]

Yup. I plan to take Ativan and hard liquor, just to relax myself a bit

 

[DerezzMyself143]

Nah. Neither of those were my thing, really. I don't like their taste in my mouth, nor the feeling of having some substance in my blood. Some meds would be nice tho, at least that way I can feel I'm "curing" myself