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SewerslideHoliday

SewerslideHoliday

Member
May 2, 2023
25
Yes. My problem is unending paranoia and a relationship wouldn't fix that, it would just give me more to inevitably lose.
Would you still CTB if you could see the future?
 
sick.faery

sick.faery

♡
Mar 18, 2021
295
yea

would you still ctb if you were billionaire?
 
deathLiberation

deathLiberation

Student
Oct 31, 2021
161
No.

Would you still ctb if you suddenly acquired complete knowledge of everything in this universe including what happens after death?
 
MelancholyMagic

MelancholyMagic

For my next trick, I will disappear
Dec 12, 2021
236
It would depend on the result of that knowledge; maybe, maybe not.

Would you still ctb if you had instant access to The Sanctuary and did not have the grueling task of making more posts than you'd like?
 
Sakura.

Sakura.

NienawidzÄ™ siebie.
May 1, 2024
309
Would you still ctb if you had instant access to The Sanctuary and did not have the grueling task of making more posts than you'd like?

Yes, I would. Whether I had access to the Sanctuary or not, I still want to commit suicide. I don't have it yet, and I want to commit suicide, and when I do, I'll still want to commit suicide.


Would you still CTB if you were a beautiful girl but severely addicted to nicotine?
 
nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
75
Yes, I would. Whether I had access to the Sanctuary or not, I still want to commit suicide. I don't have it yet, and I want to commit suicide, and when I do, I'll still want to commit suicide.


Would you still CTB if you were a beautiful girl but severely addicted to nicotine?
hmmmmmmm i guess i can vape pens that taste like fruits. also if i can not have any bad consequences from it would be 100% into i maybe.
so idk. i think my problem is dealing with any pain so maybe?


would you ctb if you would have free access to the best mental health in the world?
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
788
yes. because i simply just dont believe in it "confront your self etc" kinda of crap.

i never did. i got a very strong opinion and a talk over it wont help. that is a part on who i am.

would you CTB if you could go back in the past and change any mistake you made?
 
Grav

Grav

Paragon
Jul 26, 2020
911
Probably not, but who knows since it's a new future?


Would you CTB if you could eat whaterver you wanted and never have any health effects (weight, cholsesterol, etc)?
 

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