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NamelessPsychopath

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May 23, 2026
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I don't want to kill myself by shooting myself in the head unless I have a shotgun, I don't have a shotgun so I'm looking at methods of suicide not involving harming my head or brain
 
E4syW3y0u7

E4syW3y0u7

Wasted it all.
May 19, 2026
221
That sounds extremely unreliable, both options.
 
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Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
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a true nihilistic ending

You'll be questioning every bit of that nihilism, when lying on the ground in agony waiting for emt to arrive… pain has a particular quality to it, that can cut through even the most ardent of philosophies.
 
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de_cache

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Jan 30, 2025
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considering my severe brain damage due to which I can experience hallucinations of .. appearing around corners of my house and objects turning into cats and severe dizziness and passing out because of which I have to brutally punch myself every day to not pass out and full detachment from reality I think that agony is not going to change anything, my obsession with immortality is nearly psychotic and my severe brain damage even damaged my perception of pain itself, pain wouldn't stop me in any capacity from stabbing or shooting myself, I'm the true nihilistic schizo
How did you get severe brain damage?
 
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NamelessPsychopath

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May 23, 2026
14
How did you get severe brain damage?
self inflicted hypoxia since an unknown date before I was 9 repeatedly until 13 because I was bored and didn't know that restricting my oxygen is bad
 
Cepheuss

Cepheuss

Student
Apr 17, 2023
181
Neither methods are great, i know you dont want to but if you have a gun then shoot yourself in the head or at the very least the heart. Dont try stab yourself it wont work si wont let you and you'll just end up disappointed or in a ward. Sorry youre going through this but being honest
 
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NamelessPsychopath

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May 23, 2026
14
Neither methods are great, i know you dont want to but if you have a gun then shoot yourself in the head or at the very least the heart. Dont try stab yourself it wont work si wont let you and you'll just end up disappointed or in a ward. Sorry youre going through this but being honest
I don't have si because of brain damage therefore I can stab myself to death unlike rickard andersson
 

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