Recently started working again. I'm not sure even why, just to pass the time? I do need the money for some things but they aren't important.
I can finally afford to get SN, doctor appointment, own place (probably shared) so i can finally leave my family's house. My plan is basically to work 2-3 months, get SN + Meto + propanolol and then call it a day. I will most likely resign job a week or two before, so they can prepare to get someone else and not randomly find out i stopped showing up and killed myself and then they get traumatised or something, just in case. Anyways kind of happy i will be receiving money again, but kind of sad that now i will need to work and talk to people constantly and just put a fake smile/personality until i can finally leave this world. yay for me?
I can finally afford to get SN, doctor appointment, own place (probably shared) so i can finally leave my family's house. My plan is basically to work 2-3 months, get SN + Meto + propanolol and then call it a day. I will most likely resign job a week or two before, so they can prepare to get someone else and not randomly find out i stopped showing up and killed myself and then they get traumatised or something, just in case. Anyways kind of happy i will be receiving money again, but kind of sad that now i will need to work and talk to people constantly and just put a fake smile/personality until i can finally leave this world. yay for me?
