will be going very soon i think

[_Minsk]

it hurts too much, i cant stand this agony any longer.. it's just mental pain, too many health issues,.. i used to love the illusion of life I've had in my childhood, everything was perfect but it turned to an unbearable nightmare, i cant even escape the pain during my sleep, i constantly wake up and its torture..
i love this community, its the place i could describe as home, beside this theres nothing that gives me anything, no one understands me, i feel like i have to become godlike in order to conquer lifes challanges.. this world is just too much, too painful,..
I known i make many posts lately, im sorry, i think the end is very near.. i wish i could have been the person i wanted to be,i would love to be more helpful and create a positive change in this world, but im too fed up, too exhausted and depressed..i feel like a burden..

 

[FuneralCry]

Life really is horrible. I understand it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. I wish you the best, I hope you find peace and freedom from pain.

 

[rationaltake]

I understand. I can see from your recent posts that you're really suffering. I'm so sorry you're in this position.

 

[Lucas70]

It's sad that when we suffer and nothing can be done.Ctb is not that easy to do.It is hell we are living in now and heaven for others.Heaven and hell is actually now not after we die.

 

[rationaltake]

@_Minsk. I've been thinking about your post. I used to look for your avatar and miss it. I'm in agony too. Still trying to get everything I need for my exit. Even in agony you're eloquent. I used to love language but I can no longer express myself as I used to. Wishing you some peace.

 

[Life sucks]

I'm sorry you are suffering and things are unbearable. Life is cruel and it's too much, problems, pain and suffering. I hope you find peace, I'm going to miss your cuteness and love.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

I am going to miss your posts. I loved your profile picture from before and would look for it. I am glad this place provided some comfort even if it was temporary. Whatever you decide I hope you can find peace.