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Venting Why was I born?

Dreamerfor

Dreamerfor

Member
Nov 8, 2025
17
Why was I born? And now my physical condition is deteriorating day by day and I have to deal with death too? It's either waiting for sudden death with unspeakable suffering or CTB and I'm so sensitive that everything has been overwhelming me since forever please someone stop it.
Being sensitive and also dealing with all this? It's a shame I didn't die years ago at least I would have avoided all this pain
 
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badatparties

badatparties

Warlock
Mar 16, 2025
797
You're asking the million dollar question that we all want to know. Truth is, i have no idea. Some guy was trying to tell me it's the archons farming us for loosh :pfff:. Who knows, maybe he's right.
 
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EmpressDean

EmpressDean

Arcanist
Apr 15, 2020
465
Do you have some type of illness? I like legit asked The Virgin Mother Mary to kill me and I listed all the reasons why…and I'm still here. Ugh
 
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Dreamerfor

Dreamerfor

Member
Nov 8, 2025
17
badatparties said:
You're asking the million dollar question that we all want to know. Truth is, i have no idea. Some guy was trying to tell me it's the archons farming us for loosh :pfff:. Who knows, maybe he's right.
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Dude, this is so cruel
I would be grateful if I could just watch episode two of some stupid series, eat some good food, and finally be put to sleep with people I love around me
Oh, and maybe have as much sex as I can.
That's probably the ultimate scenario:pfff::ehh:
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This world is crazy
EmpressDean said:
Do you have some type of illness? I like legit asked The Virgin Mother Mary to kill me and I listed all the reasons why…and I'm still here. Ugh
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My body is breaking down day by day like my soul
But even if I wanted to just die for no reason, that's a basic right, especially with today's technology
 
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sanction

sanction

sanctioned
Mar 15, 2019
708
Fuck this life and world. I'm also extremely tired of this existence. I have deep hatred towards my parents for forcing me into this fucking hell for their own selfish benefits. Such a torture to be stuck in this absolute hell
 
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MyLifeisHell

MyLifeisHell

It hurts
Jul 23, 2022
4,778
Your parents fucked
 
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