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Someplace_nice

Someplace_nice

Student
Sep 28, 2024
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Sometimes I get that feeling

That anxious feeling

That sinking feeling

The "Why now?" Feeling

The feeling that is so strong I get not only chills, but goose bumps all over my body.

I try to think of why

No answer.

Am I lonely?

Maybe just hungry.

Why is there a hole when the ship was built with the strongest material?

The water comes in faster than I can scoop out. Do I miss the end?

The thought of the bus stop

Waiting, waiting, talking, standing, with other people like me?

Yes.

Sadly I do

I want the release of death

The freedom I was once promised.

The pain...

The facade...

I've had enough.

Even now, no pain, the happy times, they're here!

I can see them
I am living them
I can taste them
I can feel them

So why, am I sad?

The good times
The strongest materials
The hole
That feeling

why now?
 
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Why Now indeed.
 
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