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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,164
Î would like a button on off to die
 
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2muchpain2

2muchpain2

Experienced
Feb 27, 2025
249
Logistically, it hasn't for me been too hard to find an accessible method. I'm old and trusted enough to book a hotel and hang myself there, I live on the coast with a dozen cliffs and a tall enough bridge in the centre of my city, there's a dozen accessible railways (seeing as I live in the country).
you almost sound like you live by me. lol
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,832
I have a real rope and I should be able to hang myself. Celebrities have died with belts! Scarves! If they can improvise a hanging, surely I can do it with the proper tool.
 
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bruised_reed

bruised_reed

Member
Apr 1, 2026
64
I have a real rope and I should be able to hang myself. Celebrities have died with belts! Scarves! If they can improvise a hanging, surely I can do it with the proper tool.
I tried it. It was incredibly painful and the PANIC...... I'll never try it again
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,832
I tried it. It was incredibly painful and the PANIC...... I'll never try it again
Yeah. I've learned through many attempts that I can't pull off hanging. I irrationally cling to it as my ticket out. It's an illusion.
 
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