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ihatepeanutbutter

ihatepeanutbutter

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Feb 1, 2022
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you have probably wondered what's wrong if your parents scold you for no reason
you have probably wondered why you want to die
you have probably wondered whether you choose love or death
see it won't matter anymore because its.useless.
parents only become strict when it comes to love and what they see.
or sometimes they become strict about anything
parents are old humans and we are soon to become one or maybe is already one
choosing love and death is like choosing icecream or spicy food
, of course, you would eat icecream right?
but what if that person you love loves someone else?
what if that ice cream was poisoned?
what if that person doesn't love you?
what if that ice cream already melted?
lets say you chose death
you now eat one bite of the spicy food
you choose death now you think when youre going to die
after one bite you swallow it
after thinking about it you finally decided when your doing it
after you swallow it you choked
the day has come for you to die, you hung yourself
after you choked you saw water
just seconds when you hung yourself you saw a text
when you saw the water you drank it
when you saw the text you quickly take off the rope and rushed to your phone
after drinking it you rested
after reading the text you cried and said "thankyou"

you see choosing death is just like choosing love FOR YOURSELF
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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In my case, choosing death would certainly be the kindest thing for myself. I deserve better than this life, I deserve the peace that death brings. I never asked to be here in the first place. Living really is so painful and it is sad how much suffering exists.
 
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Sakura94

empty
Nov 26, 2020
673
In my case, choosing death would certainly be the kindest thing for myself. I deserve better than this life, I deserve the peace that death brings. I never asked to be here in the first place. Living really is so painful and it is sad how much suffering exists.
I hope you can have one moment of happiness in your life FC
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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I hear what you are trying to say but who poisons ice cream though? Do you suffer from hypochondria by any chance?
 
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ihatepeanutbutter

ihatepeanutbutter

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Feb 1, 2022
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I hear what you are trying to say but who poisons ice cream though? Do you suffer from hypochondria by any chance?
poisoning ice cream was once a method used by a kidnapper and also called a murderer, I forgot his full name but he was called Ed. and no i don't suffer from hypochondria
 

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