Why even try

[death137]

When you put a lot of effort and get little result while others can put little to no effort and get the result they want then you ask yourself "why even try". I don't have motivation. There is nothing I can do to change my situation. Life is largely based on things you have no control. I've 2 choices. Either live this life or kill myself. The latter is my best option.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, it is a hopeless feeling when things keep on going wrong. Everything in this life is determined by chance and luck, it is true that we have no control. Life is very unfair. I personally see it as better to never be born in the first place. Life is just meaningless suffering. I'm sorry you are in this situation. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[Crazy4u]

what you said is one of the main reasons I became more suicidal this year. All my efforts to get basic things to keep me going have failed. The big question is: should I CTB this year or wait few years until my dog die