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If I had a gun it would be simple, pull the trigger, done!
Nope, it isn't. I thought the same thing for a while, but truth is some people fucked it up just enough to survive.
How? I haven't done much research on gun-related suicides but do you know of any examples?
I'd make sure to aim it correctly from inside the mouth aiming upwards but for me even having the gun in a draw at home would give me comfort knowing the options there.
I thought this way could be good but on further research the issue I have with that is having to buy big tanks would look suspicious as I live with two people, knowing where to get the correct tanks with the right % also it's complicated where you need to buy the correct vinyl tubing, t sections and making sure you get the exhaling/deep intakes of breath all correct, otherwise you could survive and become a human vegetable.
I think like you, it is a method that requires expertise and preparation. That's why I'm investigating, my mission in the forum is to gather all the information about it and testimonies from people who are preparing it
It is a way I do still consider but it's alot of work & I would want to make sure I succeed first time.
That's why I'm taking chemicals instead of using complicated apparatuses. Knowing how much I've fucked up in the past I have no confidence in my abilities to pull anything off without major flaws. All you need for chemicals is a mouth and a scale.
What method are you looking at? Even the chemical methods I've read seem complicated as fuck.
Check out the SN method. You can get SN on ebay in Europe and pretty much anywhere in NA. Then you only need off-the-counter emetics.
Yeah I've read a bit about this method, it's still slightly complicated but it does seem to be one of the possible methods I'd be looking to execute.
its probably one of the easist ways to ctb besides a gun you fall asleep
I guess I'm just worried I wouldn't do it right, get the correct medicine or something and put myself in an even worst state.
I feel you. It's like the world try to make it as difficult as possible to end your misery.
The success rate is very good. I only know eden2k who failed and the main reason was because of no meto she had no damage. Her second attemp with meto was successful
15g is over the amount you need i do believe. xerex did 8 i do believe and he was in and out of consciousness
What other medicines is it I would need alongside NM?
I read most of that page yesterday and I just don't find it to be laid out simple, I'd just like to know what I need to buy, how to get it and how to consume. In that thread reading it just seems to make it 10 times more complicated.
