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aresni200

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Feb 4, 2020
31
What makes this life intolerable for you?
 
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BipolarGuy

BipolarGuy

Enlightened
Aug 6, 2020
1,456
The insane number of adverts now on YouTube ;-;
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,321
My unhealthy body
 
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SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
659
I've struggled with mental health issues since I was 12, I'm 25 and I'm sick of it.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

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Nov 7, 2019
2,321
I've struggled with mental health issues since I was 12, I'm 25 and I'm sick of it.
I'm in my late 20s and my mind is a mess. You're not alone. Hugs :hug:
 
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CrazyMary

CrazyMary

Student
Sep 20, 2020
141
No hope in my country, the world, lack of meaning in my life, mental health issues, financial/legal issues, trouble finding the right partner, covid, and the list goes on.
 
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Insertname1

Insertname1

Student
Sep 21, 2020
188
Mental health is shot. Mental breakdowns often. And I've lost nearly all my friends coz of how I am
 
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MrBigSad

MrBigSad

Experienced
Sep 30, 2020
266
I am a horrible person. And for this I lost all of my friends. The girlfriend of my dreams. My job. And got kicked out of my home.

Every second I'm Alive is a waste of peoples money time and effort.
 
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Sprite_Geist

Sprite_Geist

NULL
May 27, 2020
1,699
Existence.
 
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Mr2005

Mr2005

Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
Sep 25, 2018
3,622
It's 2020 and I'm 34. I don't see much to look forward to. I regret the last half of my life
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
I hate this world, i'm sick and tired of it. I don't know what to do with my life, im literally bad at everything and my social anxiety just makes it worse. I don't have any friends and people have to deal with me being bad and stupid at everything. When im gone many people will have a better life.
 
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Xander_McG

Xander_McG

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Sep 12, 2020
42
I have no friends, noone to talk to, no home, extremely introverted, severe depression, infertile, my wife just left me two weeks ago. List is absolutely endless :pfff:
 
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Amandye13

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Sep 22, 2020
33
First and foremost because of my body and appearance, I have severe body image issues. Second thing is that I am the most sensitive and needy person I know and I feel like a parasite. Everyone wants to help me be "independent" and that is sooo depressing, I want to constantly hold on to someone, but I am all alone because I'm ugly and because I fear abandonment and how it fuckes me up.
 
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Rue89

Rue89

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Feb 10, 2020
2,726
Anxiety is ruining my life. There are so many things I can't do because of it, and I hate myself for not being able to get over it.
 
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tiredflower

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Sep 28, 2020
25
The fact that I've tried and tried and tried constantly to have a good life, but things keep happening to me that cause me trauma and nightmares. I've tried to live a good life but it's not working
 
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cyanideguy

cyanideguy

Member
Sep 25, 2020
49
I have numerous reasons:

1.) Bipolar/schizo and tired of all the meds and the symptoms.
2.) Financial.
3.) I'm just tired of life in general, and TBH, I don't think very many people would care or miss me.
4.) I want to CTB on my own terms and in my own way (SN, a new manuf., on its way from A)
 
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Incorrigible77777

Incorrigible77777

I was born human and I'm sorry for that. ——太宰 治
Jul 9, 2020
229
Misfortune
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
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