why do i have to be alone

[AintNoWayOut]

why cant a girl like me. on top of other suffering, i have to do it alone. even other people who suffer, many of them are in relationships. and then i have to be subjected to how im missing out on it everywhere i go, too. cant go anywhere without someone humble bragging about their wonderful love life, even in particular communities that are meant to be for lonely people. oh yeah, makes me feel so much better to read about something great that i'll never have. the worst is when its someone who was in a similar position to you and then found success, as if thats supposed to make you feel better... actually, it does the opposite. im 99% sure i wont find love. just because you managed to, it doesnt mean that everyone will. go enjoy it instead of reminding me of the fact i dont have it. its most likely not gonna change for me, because believe it or not, not everyone can just "fix themselves up" and become attractive or loveable. im too deep in the shit for that, chances are.

 

[The Abyss]

Humans compete for everything & enjoy mocking those struggling, kind of a gotta guarantee my spot sorta thing.

Greed & ppl are never content; gotta have more.

You miss out on intimacy & sex (mutual, not resorting to paying for it) then it feels like you never grew in some aspects.

 

[Nlis2244]

I'm sorry you feel like this. I can completely relate: no friends, no relationship, no change in sight. I too suffer missing out and having to deal with this alone. I don't know if it makes you feel better, but you're not alone in this suffering.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life is very unfair after all, and I'm sorry that you suffer so much. I know that loneliness can be painful for many people and I can imagine that it must be devastating seeing others have what you so desperately want. I wish you relief from pain in whatever you decide to do. It is sad how so much suffering exists in the world.