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dying_kwik2000

dying_kwik2000

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Nov 1, 2025
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I went to the shops today and when I saw bags of charcoal (my method), I suddenly fell into relief. Like this was the right decision I was making.

I ended up crying on the way home thinking how my death would drastically alter the lives of my twin sister, my older sister and my family members, so the is a lot of ambiguity in the feelings. But overall, I felt a sense of relief.

Have you had an experience like this? How was it for you?
 
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nobodycaresaboutme

nobodycaresaboutme

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Jun 30, 2025
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I relate. I like checking the nutrition facts of sausages and see SN included (though I have not decided my method). It's relieving for some reason.
 

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