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Sadness20

Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
277
Why am I not smart enough to not make mistakes. I hate myself so much. Tbh I just want to kill myself right now. I want it to end. But I don't have enough benzos right now so I can't. Fuck, right in this moment I can't take it anymore
 
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Hope:-)

Enlightened
Jul 3, 2022
1,120
I am also in the same benzo and constantly same mistakes situations. Wishing you the best xx
 
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Anonymus

Enlightened
May 6, 2022
1,355
I keep getting it wrong...

I must be the only one in SaSu that all I need to do CTB is to go live alone and let time pass until one fine day, and unintentionally, my life is put to an end in the most absurd way.

My self-esteem is in tatters, am I so worthless?

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Jo no para d'equivocar-me..

Dec ser l'únic de SaSu que l'únic que necessita per fer el CTB és anar-se'n a viure sol i deixar que passi el temps fins que un bon día, i sense voler, es posi fi a la meva vida de la manera més absurda.

Tinc l'autoestima pels terres, tant inútil sóc?
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
My dear friend, we are human. The breed is known for errors. Love and peace to you.
 
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mojabaka

Student
Apr 20, 2022
100
I've been asking myself this for 15 months now since getting the "vaccine" which is why I'm here now. Basically every 50-50 decession in my life was almost always wrong, be it on a multiple choice question in school or uni, or some stupid thing like deciding on a flavor of ice cream and ending up with the lower quality one. It's like life wanted to warn me the whole time, but I never paid attention. Last year I had to make the most important decision of my life and of course I fucked it up and now I'm disabled. Fuck this life!
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,559
It really is awful how so many things can go wrong in life. I know that for many it can be hard to deal with regret. Living really is so painful and depressing. I wish you relief from suffering.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,482
I've been asking myself this for 15 months now since getting the "vaccine" which is why I'm here now. Basically every 50-50 decession in my life was almost always wrong, be it on a multiple choice question in school or uni, or some stupid thing like deciding on a flavor of ice cream and ending up with the lower quality one. It's like life wanted to warn me the whole time, but I never paid attention. Last year I had to make the most important decision of my life and of course I fucked it up and now I'm disabled. Fuck this life!
im sick NOW after vaccine. Ironically I'm suffering with omicron now. I got it from the hospital last Week. Vaccine hasn't worked for me.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
All humans make mistakes. Trying not to make mistakes is a futile exercise.
 
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Sadness20

Experienced
Nov 1, 2021
277
Thank you to all who replied here❤️❤️
 
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mojabaka

Student
Apr 20, 2022
100
im sick NOW after vaccine. Ironically I'm suffering with omicron now. I got it from the hospital last Week. Vaccine hasn't worked for me.
It doesn't work for anyone, it's a scam. It's not even a "vaccine" but a experimental gene therapy, which caused POTS, nerve and brain damage for me. All for literally 0 % protection from omicron lol.
 
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