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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,604
Why do I always have to justify my decision to ctb ? I'm at the end of my rope; living doesn't interest me anymore.

Okay, a letter for the family—not so they feel guilty...
 
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Secro

Secro

Life is a bitch.
Jul 6, 2026
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Because suicide isn't easy, even with enough reasons.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
1,988
The only person you should have to justify it to is yourself I think. We all should have the right to decide for ourselves whether we commit suicide and it should be peaceful when we do it every time.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,604
Living is too hard; I just can't be bothered. I'm lazy.
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
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because a lot of us have latent support for consequentialism, even me. i know that under utilitarianism, my death would be valid, but these days i'm looking at non-consequentialist moral philosophies as well

EDIT: in this vein, are you open to reading nietzsche or spinoza? neither of them are for everyone, but my experiences with both of them have made me feel a lot less secure in my philosophy of suicide, which was overall a good thing i think
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,604
Parce que beaucoup d'entre nous, moi y compris, avons une adhésion latente au conséquentialisme. Je sais que, selon l'utilitarisme, ma mort serait justifiée, mais ces derniers temps, je m'intéresse aussi aux philosophies morales non conséquentialistes.

EDIT : Dans cette optique, seriez-vous prêt à lire Nietzsche ou Spinoza ? Leurs œuvres ne plairont pas à tout le monde, mais ma lecture de ces auteurs m'a permis de remettre en question ma conception du suicide, ce qui, au final, était plutôt une bonne chose, je crois.
Lazy...just death
 
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