Why can't my SI hate me as much as I hate myself

[deathisnear]

FUCK SI ... That is all.

 

[time4sleep]

I hear you, it is there for a reason but wish i could shut it off

 

[deathisnear]

I hear you, it is there for a reason but wish i could shut it off

Me too, I want it to go away and stay away SO BAD!! It is so frustrating and it makes me so angry.

 

[Anonymous_A]

Wanna go so bad?
Just gotta reach either mental or physical low.
By physical low, I mean go max out credit cards, lose money/house/assets if your still not out at the bottom then start doing weird shit in public so people demise you

 

[deathisnear]

Wanna go so bad?
Just gotta reach either mental or physical low.
By physical low, I mean go max out credit cards, lose money/house/assets if your still not out at the bottom then start doing weird shit in public so people demise you

I'm already at the mental low, i'm going to let my depression win

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, it can be hard to take our lives. We may want to die but we are programmed to live, it is the way we have evolved. I think someone has to be desperate to overcome it. I would love to just fall into a eternal sleep.

 

[deathisnear]

Yes, it can be hard to take our lives. We may want to die but we are programmed to live, it is the way we have evolved. I think someone has to be desperate to overcome it. I would love to just fall into a eternal sleep.

It sure can, no matter how badly we want it and crave peace, it is so hard when we are programmed to live. I will become desperate enough at some point, eternal sleep will be wonderful.