barelyalive
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- Jun 12, 2019
- 23
i feel nothing. i am empty and it is endless.
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Soul
gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
- Apr 12, 2019
- 4,704
I'm sorry you're not comfortable in the world. Can you tell us some more about yourself? I know you have children, and that a friend killed herself last year, but that's all. Do you have a partner? a job? a doctor? How have you tried to feel more comfortable?
(Your post actually sounds like a religious experience, but if you don't want to feel this way, that's no good.)
ExitTheDay
We fight to live or live to die
- May 26, 2019
- 336
barelyalive
Member
- Jun 12, 2019
- 23
Im not religious at all. Im in the middle of a divorce. Work part time. Have multiple therapists and doctors, have a whole pharmacy of meds in my system. I try to do things that used to make me happy. Theres nothing though. I exercise. I go outside. I drink oceans of water a day. Its not even about being happy. Its about.,.. I can't even put this feeling into words.
BlueMeanie88
Member
- Jun 16, 2019
- 16
Its not even about being happy. Its about.,.. I can't even put this feeling into words.
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It's just a big empty void that nothing seems to fill. I get it. It's as if you're just going through the everyday motions. Hoping you find something to make you smile today. A real genuine happy smile
not_a_robot
"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
- May 30, 2019
- 2,121
It's horrible that we are forced into a pointless painful existence just because two people, our parents, chose to have sex.
Childbearing without the child's consent should be illegal.
(yes i know that would mean no more children because there is no way to obtain it's consent before birth, that's exactly my point).
I have better solution. Just allow people to die peacefully when they want to .Similar threads
