Butterfly-death
Death take my hand, I want to dance with you
- Apr 5, 2024
- 109
I just worry my SI will get in the way when the time comes
But many people have ctb before me. Even without anything to fight against SI. I hope I can be as strong as them
I mean all of our brains have built in SI so if they come overcome it I should be able to as well right?
Though many are done impulsively which might play a role in it but I'm going with SN which unfortunately can't be done impulsively (Well it can but shouldn't be)
I just wish it were easier. I don't know why some people can go through with it and others can't it doesn't make sense
But many people have ctb before me. Even without anything to fight against SI. I hope I can be as strong as them
I mean all of our brains have built in SI so if they come overcome it I should be able to as well right?
Though many are done impulsively which might play a role in it but I'm going with SN which unfortunately can't be done impulsively (Well it can but shouldn't be)
I just wish it were easier. I don't know why some people can go through with it and others can't it doesn't make sense
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