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Life interrupted

Life interrupted

Trapped in life
Mar 18, 2022
144
It's a brutal crime!! Being born into this hell! Into the limitless torture that life can inflect on us. Now I'm stuck here with two ugly choices. It's either carrying on in this merciless existence or a painful suicide.I'm just exausted and I want peace. I want to exit as easily as I was born. My body is fighting a losing war against itself. All it took is one mistake to be in this position. I don't want to do anything impulsively. But I get the urge to jump or throw myself in front of a train though I don't like violent methods. My life was cut short and I have to watch myself fade away. I wish it was easy to cease existing. Life is disgusting!
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,592
I want to exit as easily as I was born.
Actually, birth is fairly traumatic for the "being born". I know that this is not the intention of your post. I agree with everything you said. It's hard and tiring to live in a world where you have no place and each day is no different than the preceding. I'm trying to avoid any violent method, myself, if I'm able.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,604
To me this life is so unfair and awful, it is horrifying to me how so much suffering even exists in the first place and there is no limit as to how bad things can get. As humans there is only so much we can deal with before we fall into despair and get desperate to leave. No one should have to die a painful suicide, we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. None of us asked for this life anyway. More than anything I wish that I was never born. All that I want is to just peacefully pass away as well, I want to fall asleep and never wake.
 
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Life interrupted

Life interrupted

Trapped in life
Mar 18, 2022
144
To me this life is so unfair and awful, it is horrifying to me how so much suffering even exists in the first place and there is no limit as to how bad things can get. As humans there is only so much we can deal with before we fall into despair and get desperate to leave. No one should have to die a painful suicide, we all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. None of us asked for this life anyway. More than anything I wish that I was never born. All that I want is to just peacefully pass away as well, I want to fall asleep and never wake.
I can't even begin to imagine how ppl allow themselves to bring more souls into this filthy swamp!
 
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Mashedout

Student
Nov 25, 2020
126
Selfishness, it's at the root cause of most issues when you dig down. If people functioned like the next person was part of themselves, like an arm or a leg, the world would be very different. If someone is torturing your arm or leg you have to act, if someone is torturing the next person you can turn away and not care.
 
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bing

Member
Apr 15, 2022
83
Don't worry there's plenty of cruel people out there
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Delusion and selfishness
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
I can't even begin to imagine how ppl allow themselves to bring more souls into this filthy swamp!

 

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