Why am i

[usernameforhere]

Cleaning my house?

throwing out things

deactivating my social media

like why do I care if it's a mess in my living room, I haven't been able to do much for a while now, I guess I'm going to spend my last week feeling guilt. Those subconscious things that bubble up

 

[Umbreon]

cause it makes you feel better in the moment

 

[JustAMatterOfTime]

While we are doing we aren't thinking as much

 

[WornOutLife]

Because maybe, unconsciously, you're trying to deal with life somehow.
Having my apartment dirty and messy made me only more depressed.

 

[raison_d'etre]

picking up my room and making my bed, at least show me i can do that, and no matter how dissociated i may be, im still capable of doing something, you havent given up yet