why am i in so much mental pain?

[heretogethelp]

After i finish my work, i turn to oversleeping to avoid the mental pain. I live with my mum so getting the SN is difficult. Will have to pick it up from a post office and then take it in the bathroom at night while my mum is asleep. I never asked to be born. I want to leave this cursed world

 

[BreakTheCycle]

Some people just feel this way. At a place like this many people gather and think the same way as you.
If u rly wanna leave, do it. Life is not worth living if it is just for others. If u can find something that is worth to keep going than u should keep going, but it can be rly hard to find something that has so much value for yourself it's worth the suffering.
It sucks to deal with all this suffering, even tho I don't know what it is for u personally it's bad enough to think about ctb.

I hope u either find a way to deal with your suffering or have a ctb with dignity. Whatever u choose I'm 100% sure u'll find the peace u deserve.

If u wanna talk my pm's are always open, even tho I won't stay much longer than a couple of days to talk to u.

 

[heretogethelp]

Some people just feel this way. At a place like this many people gather and think the same way as you.
If u rly wanna leave, do it. Life is not worth living if it is just for others. If u can find something that is worth to keep going than u should keep going, but it can be rly hard to find something that has so much value for yourself it's worth the suffering.
It sucks to deal with all this suffering, even tho I don't know what it is for u personally it's bad enough to think about ctb.

I hope u either find a way to deal with your suffering or have a ctb with dignity. Whatever u choose I'm 100% u'll find the peace u deserve.

If u wanna talk my pm's are always open, even tho I won't stay much longer than a couple of days to talk to u.

How come u won't stay much longer than a couple of days to talk to me, are u going to ctb?

 

[BreakTheCycle]

How come u won't stay much longer than a couple of days to talk to me, are u going to ctb?

I won't ctb right away but I'll be going on my last journey towards my last destination. A place beautiful enough to make me say: "Here I wanna die"
So yeah it'll be just for a couple of days but the offer is there so feel free to take it.

 

[heretogethelp]

I won't ctb right away but I'll be going on my last journey towards my last destination. A place beautiful enough to make me say: "Here I wanna die"
So yeah it'll be just for a couple of days but the offer is there so feel free to take it.

what age and gender r u?

 

[Painless_end]

I'm sorry for your pain.

I wish you peace in whatever you choose.

 

[Mr2005]

If you don't know how am I supposed to?

 

[BreakTheCycle]

what age and gender r u?

I'm 23 and male.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. I also wish I was never born, I mean we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live. I understand that it can be debilitating dealing with any kind of pain. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.