Who's spending Christmas alone this year?

[Politecat]

I have to work Christmas from 3-12 so I'm gone the entire night.

 

[Johnnythefox]

My brother has asked me to his, should be a decent meal as he is an award winning chef.

 

[agreement]

Good fish lunch at my family's

I've thinked about bailing it when I have been down in these days, but fish is good...

Thought last year were going to be the last, maybe it will be this one

 

[Xaphous]

Not technically alone but none of my family talk to me past a 'hi' so I will be around them but alone. I keep thinking in my head to just sit in nature outside the entire day and be away from everyone, but it will be absolutely freezing outside so I'm not sure I can. I'm treat like it's a nuisance I even exist, which I probably am to everyone.

 

[Kdawg2018]

Not technically alone but none of my family talk to me past a 'hi' so I will be around them but alone. I keep thinking in my head to just sit in nature outside the entire day and be away from everyone, but it will be absolutely freezing outside so I'm not sure I can. I'm treat like it's a nuisance I even exist, which I probably am to everyone.

I'm sorry you feel all alone with your family, you are not a nuisance on SS, hugs

 

[Jane Doe]

Hands up if you're on your own! *tumbleweed* me anyway

 

[Empty Smile]

Supposed to go to brother and his wife's family's house for dinner and xmas.. I'm avoiding it. I love being alone, the only person I have to argue with is me, and most of the time, I lose...... But still.

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

I am dreading it. I have to spend it with my girlfriend and her family because we went to my brother's for Thanksgiving and I know we have to stick around for this holiday. Her family doesn't like me and has said some nasty things about me recently so I am super uncomfortable. I have no idea how I'll get through it. I might try to drown myself in eggnog. 79 on the lostallhope agony scale is peanuts compared to faking my way through this garbage.

 

[sólstafir]

I am dreading it. I have to spend it with my girlfriend and her family because we went to my brother's for Thanksgiving and I know we have to stick around for this holiday. Her family doesn't like me and has said some nasty things about me recently so I am super uncomfortable. I have no idea how I'll get through it. I might try to drown myself in eggnog. 79 on the lostallhope agony scale is peanuts compared to faking my way through this garbage.

Sounds awful when they don't like you and you still have to be there. I'm faking my way through christmas too. I feel completely inadequate inside while they're all normal society members haha. Weird how much discomfort the 'happiest time of the year' brings to so many. Good luck to you!

 

[Final Escape]

I will likely be alone with the nitrogen tank :(

 

[Smilla]

I am thinking of making my last turkey.

Wonder if I can re use my exit bag after a turkey is roasted in it?

 

[Final Escape]

I am thinking of making my last turkey.

Wonder if I can re use my exit bag after a turkey is roasted in it?

Lol!

 

[Moth]

I was intending to, but I'm going to a friends place . My support worker wanted to refer me to the crisis team if I was going to be alone, because I'm a mess at the moment. I agreed to go to my friends place, my support worker helped me make the arrangements, and there's no backing out now, because she knows I'm likely to try ctb if I'm left alone. Inconvenient but I guess it prevents me from ruining everyone's Christmas I suppose.

 

[Kdawg2018]

I am thinking of making my last turkey.

Wonder if I can re use my exit bag after a turkey is roasted in it?

Don't forget to brine ;)

 

[We_will_all_die_1day]

Im spending christmas alone like i did thanksgiving fuck these feelings of guilt and stress and depression, my family i feel is selfish and ungreatful. No one has any idea what im going through nor am i really trying to act like im happy in reality everywhere i go i put fake smile on and go through the motions. Inside i feels hopelessness emptiness.Forcing myself to be apart of society till i make my peace and CTB

 

[Smilla]

Im spending christmas alone like i did thanksgiving fuck these feelings of guilt and stress and depression, my family i feel is selfish and ungreatful. No one has any idea what im going through nor am i really trying to act like im happy in reality everywhere i go i put fake smile on and go through the motions. Inside i feels hopelessness emptiness.Forcing myself to be apart of society till i make my peace and CTB

If you are in the states and can get to MA I welcome you to an exit bag turkey dinner.

Feel your pain...

 

[HawkeyePierce]

I live with another depressed person. We are kinda ignoring Christmas.

 

[Made4TV]

On my own again. I've done this many times. But it does wear on me. Of course, not enough to subject myself to my family.

 

[NotWorthLiving]

Nope. I have a family gathering with extended family

 

[Norest4thewicked]

I'd love to be alone at Xmas. My estranged wife still lives here, as does my self important youngest daughter. So I may as well be

 

[MsM3talGamer]

I'll probably spend Christmas Day with my insane aunt and sister.

 

[Sundayafternoon]

Alone. As usual. I sometimes wish i had a family to actively avoid.

 

[RememberWhatUCameFor]

my family asked me ... i told them to fuck off


these people were never there for me when i would have really needed them...no need to pretend to be a happy family once a year

 

[Lra888]

Just me and God.