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deadofdespair

deadofdespair

Where's my arc?
Apr 20, 2026
39
It could be someone you personally know, or a famous celebrity or anything like that. Someone you look up to and admire etc.

For me it has always been Ronaldo, his ability to take immense criticism and pressure and still perform and maintain extreme discipline is something I can only admire and never achieve.
I also admire his hunger (whereas I am unmotivated). If u ever see him play, you can physically see the extreme hunger in his eyes. It manifests on his body physically even after everything he has achieved. (Sorry for the long paragraph.)
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
200
This might seem so silly for some people but because of how i grew up i was bullied extremely bad and i never felt human because of my condition by anyone not even my family
And the only time where i feel seen and understood is when i go to my hospital appointments personally they truly care about me and they dont care or treat me differently for my condition and they understand it and i just feel more confident being myself around them
Everytime i come out of them i just have hope in life idk like i should try living and they make me have a different view on life which i love
 
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deadofdespair

deadofdespair

Where's my arc?
Apr 20, 2026
39
This might seem so silly for some people but because of how i grew up i was bullied extremely bad and i never felt human because of my condition by anyone not even my family
And the only time where i feel seen and understood is when i go to my hospital appointments personally they truly care about me and they dont care or treat me differently for my condition and they understand it and i just feel more confident being myself around them
Everytime i come out of them i just have hope in life idk like i should try living
I think that's completely normal; it's good you find hope. May it stay.
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Hold hands, die together? Neverland.. đź’ś
Jul 19, 2026
467
I think the only person that's ever given me hope was my beloved, I'm sure I'm starting to tire and bother people by speaking of him so often, it's just that he's the only.. Person and thing and concept I ever lived for and hoped for, meeting him was a dream, the world gained color, it was like everything meant something for the first time in my life.. I finally Cared about things, I cared about waking up in the morning, I cared about eating, feeling pretty, seeing the world, I cared about surviving so I could live a great life with him, besides him nothing ever had much reason in my life, I lived day to day just hoping I'd get run over, I remember even considering murdering someone that's hurt me because I didn't care about jail, I didn't care about anything at all, when I got with him I finally did, I love him so dearly, he's my one hope and my last breath
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
467
There is some guy who is often at the place I work at and always says hi to me specifically. Always makes my day better. I wish he knew how happy it makes me but unfortunately it won't be enough to keep me around.
 
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Spite

Spite

I wish I never existed.
Aug 20, 2025
623
One of my online friends, who I have been friends with for three years now. He is one of the kindest, most thoughtful, most pleasant people I have ever spoken to. I feel incredibly honoured to be one of his friends. He has definitely given me hope. Even when I have been at my lowest, he has been there for me. In some ways I wish I could be more like him. He inspires me to want to be a better person.
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
200
There is some guy who is often at the place I work at and always says hi to me specifically. Always makes my day better. I wish he knew how happy it makes me but unfortunately it won't be enough to keep me around.
Its amazing how simple things like that can really make someones day
 
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valar_morghulis21

All men must die
Jul 17, 2026
78
It could be someone you personally know, or a famous celebrity or anything like that. Someone you look up to and admire etc.

For me it has always been Ronaldo, his ability to take immense criticism and pressure and still perform and maintain extreme discipline is something I can only admire and never achieve.
I also admire his hunger (whereas I am unmotivated). If u ever see him play, you can physically see the extreme hunger in his eyes. It manifests on his body physically even after everything he has achieved. (Sorry for the long paragraph.)
I like Anthony Bourdain. Proof that whenever you go, there you are. No point of trying to outrun your demons
 
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korchoi

Member
May 15, 2026
25
1.Nick Vujicic -I admire him for remaining positive despite having no limbs.
2.my mother -If it weren't for my mother, I probably wouldn't be alive today.
 
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dirkw83

Experienced
Mar 4, 2026
228
I like christiano ronaldo too I think he's a great role model. That said I don't rly have anyone I admire too busy focusing on myself and trying to survive these days