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Everydayismisery

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Jun 25, 2022
60
I do.
 
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down for the count

Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
Me too.
 
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lessonlearned

lessonlearned

Member
May 23, 2022
86
i hope im in one next month. i better not fail
 
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Klophy

Lost...
Jun 28, 2022
207
That would be good, i'd have something to look forward to.
 
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deathisnear

Experienced
May 23, 2021
284
Me. I wish I was in a body bag a year ago, everyday I wake up hoping it's the day, the day I find courage to leave all of this bullshit behind and finally go after my peace. A body bag would be heaven, maybe someday, but that day isn't soon enough.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Nah,. I hope I'm not in one.. But with my Sick Fckn mind , anxiety / depression.... It's always Possible I reckon,. Who fckn knows ?

I wish you the best in whatever you choose to do. Take care. -
 
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Brianiskillingme

Brianiskillingme

Slowly Dying Inside
Jan 18, 2022
148
Me. I have everything I need to CTB but finding a reason to get away for the night is hard.
 
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clown

clown

🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤓🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐🤐
Jan 17, 2022
146
Me😁
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Me, though I need to overcome my SI. I can't fucking stand living in this hellish world. I'm in so much pain right now from feeling like a fucking failure. To think that things might've been getting better. What a joke 😔
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,648
that would be ideal but reailty sucks and it won't happen
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,593
Of course I hope to be gone. Non existence would solve all my problems and death is the absence of all suffering. It would be ideal for me but it is very likely that I will still be here, unfortunately. I wish that dying was as easy as just never waking again. I always envy those who are gone. There could never be anything here for me in such a horrible world.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,245
Maybe not tomorrow, but I do want to go soon. I don't want to feel like an outcast or be treated as less of a person. I don't even want to be human anymore.

GIF by Dylan Morang
 
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Flying Away

A listening ear is better than suffering in silenc
Nov 20, 2021
393
Me
 
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outrider567

Illuminated
Apr 5, 2022
3,002
Always feel that way
 
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Getmeouttaherenow

Member
Jun 11, 2022
33
Every day I feel this all day
 
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Hurt

Paragon
Nov 13, 2020
904
I do. I'm so tired of this. Nothing matters anymore.
 

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