Who else is a total fucking loser

[Sleepdrifter]

Middle aged with not much money and a dead end job. That's it. No way of changing it, no reason to keep going. Hate myself for being such a loser and so pathetic. Wish I had some point to exist.

 

[[HNO]]

NEET, autism, subhuman genetics
no prospects except rope

 

[Hollowman]

Ii could've wrote that

 

[eternalflame]

Me, me, pick me.

 

[Un-]

So much so that I fucking carved the word "Loser" in my arm. I want to fucking die.

 

[sunsetting]

Yep, the only thing I wish I had was freedom to be wherever I want and do whatever I feel like. Since theres no possible way for that to happen except to win the lottery... death is the better option to free myself from this dull life.

 

[PleaseTakeMeAway]

Meeeeee :(

 

[Trilucid]

Loser, has lost and is still losing I suppose.

 

[NumbItAll]

I could be considered a loser by society's standards but society is irredeemable trash that I never asked to be a part of. What really matters is happiness, which I clearly do not possess.

 

[Klophy]

Almost 30, no money, no job, no purpose, nothing to enjoy.

Wish I had a talent to offset everything

 

[Celerity]

I work a dead end job and live with my parents at 29. I am trying to improve my situation, but I definitely feel like a loser. I only associate with people at work now because many of them are in the same boat.

 

[IfyouareamanWinston]

More like subhuman garbage...

 

[Message In A Bottle]

 

[Lily (Osako)]

*Raises hand

 

[jodes2]

41 and no job, worked a total of 1 year so far. Don't go out. Rely on others all the time. Loser.

 

[StarlightDreamer]

Schizo, friendless, lives-with-her-parents, soon-to-be NEET? This gal, right here.

Someone murder me.

 

[WhatPowerIs]

I don't have much of anything to offer to this world. I'm lucky I even made it this far.

 

[Zegers]

void devoured me

 

[Spiritual survivor]

Me too. 45 F and I can't even discuss. It's pretty bad tho.

 

[hamvil]

Middle aged with not much money and a dead end job. That's it. No way of changing it, no reason to keep going. Hate myself for being such a loser and so pathetic. Wish I had some point to exist.

Yep, pretty much in the same conditions. 43 dead end job, no friends, no love. Tried to change something but I feel just too tired. I think the best part of my life is in the past. I found this forum and I hope I will get the courage to kill myself. I hope you also manage to find what you are looking for.

 

[Disappointered]

Yes. The vast majority of my memories make me sad. I have disappointed myself and others everyday for almost half a century. Will be letting go of a professional designation soon because why keep pretending. And that's not even close to being the biggest disappointment. So many other things that were so much more important never happened or were ruined. I hope for sweet peace to come for me soon.

 

[Job Joad]

Me too, nothing is just working out. I lived long enough to believe it never will.

 

[TigerFestival]

I'm 34, obese, unemployed, unemployable, virgin, bald, live with parents, and receives pressure from older brother to do better(when he visits once or twice a year) sigh, unless I win the lottery, death seems to be my only option for freedom.

 

[Sakura94]

I don't any of us are, really. None of us are actively bullying or hurting people like some on the internet are. We are too hard on ourselves. As far as work is concerned, think about this. Big tech is hell bent on automating everything. Those in power don't care about those actually employed and see them as temporary boot straps to eventually be replaced. None of us are not losers. We live in the worse possible world and we still persist as decent human beings.

 

[Banshee]

 

[hamvil]

Me, I played the game of life. Have some success and the lost it like at a roulette. Too tired to start again at 43. I am a loser.

 

[Zegers]

roulette

I like roulette, at least you have the option of winning some of the time, but how do you win in a life designed to be bad as hell

 

[lofticries]

This bitch here.

 

[hamvil]

I like roulette, at least you have the option of winning some of the time, but how do you win in a life designed to be bad as hell

Yeah maybe roulette was not the best parallel. I guess there is not game that resembles my life then.

 

[Sammie]

I feel there is no winning...either to continue with this life in pain and turmoil or end the suffering and impose that to the ones who care. I hate the thought of hurting loved ones so am hoping continuing with therapy this time at least helps, until I'm able to let go of those around me. It's not time yet, I have people who still need me, I endure for them. Who else feels the turmoil of this existence but not wanting to hurt those around them?
To answer the OP question, I have never felt good enough despite my attempts at doing better in life....I have "started over" too many times and am afraid to fail.