Which suicide method would be best for me?

[gonnadiehopefully]

I am trapped in an abusive household ( not married ) it's the parents / uncles - aunts.
Because , I am not from the west. It is not easy for me to escape this house.

I would say , I tried what I could do.

There was a hopeful chance for me. But they are taking it away from me too. I am going to try but if I fail , I really do not want to be here anymore.

I don't think I can do hanging , I would have to order rope and they would figure out. I do not go outside alone.
I can't order any SN or whatever people use here because again , they would figure it out.
The rooftop isn't high enough that jumping would do it.

Can I still go away at peace?

Also , I do not think I am doing this out of desperation only. I really tried you know. I am not meant to be here.

Anyways , I would really appreciate the help.

 

[hihi2027]

Is there a way you can move away from them? Any friends you can stay with?

 

[gonnadiehopefully]

Is there a way you can move away from them? Any friends you can stay with?

No.

 

[hihi2027]

No.

It sounds like you'ree really suck right now, I'm wondering if you would feel better if you didn't have to deal with your family.

I'm curious about the "hopeful chance" you had?

 

[gonnadiehopefully]

It sounds like you'ree really suck right now, I'm wondering if you would feel better if you didn't have to deal with your family.

I'm curious about the "hopeful chance" you had?

Sorry I want to keep that private. But I could earn enough and move out through that I guess.

 

[gonnadiehopefully]

Is this not reaching people?

 

[Forveleth]

It is against the rules to tell someone here how to kill themselves. You need to do research and pick a method on your own.

 

[gonnadiehopefully]

But people ask for suggestions and they get replies

It is against the rules to tell someone here how to kill themselves. You need to do research and pick a method on your own.

 

[endlesschatter]

I am trapped in an abusive household ( not married ) it's the parents / uncles - aunts.
Because , I am not from the west. It is not easy for me to escape this house.

I would say , I tried what I could do.

There was a hopeful chance for me. But they are taking it away from me too. I am going to try but if I fail , I really do not want to be here anymore.

I don't think I can do hanging , I would have to order rope and they would figure out. I do not go outside alone.
I can't order any SN or whatever people use here because again , they would figure it out.
The rooftop isn't high enough that jumping would do it.

Can I still go away at peace?

Also , I do not think I am doing this out of desperation only. I really tried you know. I am not meant to be here.

Anyways , I would really appreciate the help.

No one can tell you the answer to this unfortunately, as this is against the rules.. But you can use the search feature and search for various methods and go through different posts if u can find a method that can fit your situation

 

[gonnadiehopefully]

No one can tell you the answer to this unfortunately, as this is against the rules.. But you can use the search feature and search for various methods and go through different posts if u can find a method that can fit your situation

Thanks. Lot of hard work.
But you know I have seen people asking questions like " is Sn good enough or is my plan good enough " like such. So I thought it would be okay.

 

[endlesschatter]

Thanks. Lot of hard work.
But you know I have seen people asking questions like " is Sn good enough or is my plan good enough " like such. So I thought it would be okay.

Yeah, things are pretty borderline
I can say that I have tried CO method and I will try to do it again next time by setting up charcoal that it's colorless odorless gas and people have died by accident in their sleep.
You know what i mean

 

[Forveleth]

Thanks. Lot of hard work.
But you know I have seen people asking questions like " is Sn good enough or is my plan good enough " like such. So I thought it would be okay.

Asking specific details on a method is generally ok just not "telll me how to do it"

But people ask for suggestions and they get replies

Unfortunately, moderation is not always able to catch these threads before replies are given.

 

[gonnadiehopefully]

Yeah, things are pretty borderline
I can say that I have tried CO method and I will try to do it again next time by setting up charcoal that it's colorless odorless gas and people have died by accident in their sleep.
You know what i mean

Yeah. I understand what you're saying. If you deep down wanna live but no hope for you I wish hope for you. Otherwise wishing peace.

Asking specific details on a method is generally ok just not "telll me how to do it"


Unfortunately, moderation is not always able to catch these threads before replies are given.

Oh. Thanks for telling me.

 

[endlesschatter]

Yeah. I understand what you're saying. If you deep down wanna live but no hope for you I wish hope for you. Otherwise wishing peace.

Oh. Thanks for telling me.

I don't have any wish you live. Just waiting for the time when i can ctb

 

[t8129]

Sorry I want to keep that private. But I could earn enough and move out through that I guess.

You should try that

 

[gonnadiehopefully]

You should try that

That is the problem. I am trapped. I was talking about the chance I had.