Which day you want to ctb?

[death137]

Both in number (1,2,...) and name (Monday, Tuesday,...)?

 

[_Minsk]

18th(friday) or 20th(sunday) december i think, love snowy days, i hope it will snow c:

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Very soon after February 2024. That's when I'll be 30 and I'll know for sure there's nothing left for me to live for.

 

[mathieu]

Before October because I turn 30 and I'm just not interested in being that old.

 

[death137]

Very soon after February 2024. That's when I'll be 30 and I'll know for sure there's nothing left for me to live for.

Not trying to say you should do it early but for me 2024 feel like a lifetime wait. For me this or next month is definitely my last.

 

[redbutterfly]

sooner than i thought maybe this wednesday. i got sn quicker than expected

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Not trying to say you should do it early but for me 2024 feel like a lifetime wait. For me this or next month is definitely my last.

That's true, it is long. I feel like I've waited this long already though so I'm fine with waiting just a bit longer. It's really not enough time to find someone I'd want to spend the rest of my life with though which is my only condition for not ctb'ing at 30. Now that I know for sure I probably won't find anyone I'm actually way more at peace with that thus I'm ok with waiting.

Of course life has a tendency to enjoy proving me wrong so who knows. I'll give life three and a half more years to make me want to stay alive though I doubt it will happen. I also at least want to stay somewhat active on this site throughout the rest of my remaining time here so I can stay updated on methods and pass the time away.

 

[death137]

That's true, it is long. I feel like I've waited this long already though so I'm fine with waiting just a bit longer. It's really not enough time to find someone I'd want to spend the rest of my life with though which is my only condition for not ctb'ing at 30. Now that I know for sure I probably won't find anyone I'm actually way more at peace with that thus I'm ok with waiting.

Of course life has a tendency to enjoy proving me wrong so who knows. I'll give life three and a half more years to make me want to stay alive though I doubt it will happen. I also at least want to stay somewhat active on this site throughout the rest of my remaining time here so I can stay updated on methods and pass the time away.

I wish you the best in finding that someone. If this doesn't succeed I hope you will find another purpose that make you feel good.

Before October because I turn 30 and I'm just not interested in being that old.

Is getting old your main reason to want to ctb?

 

[miguel6565]

24 of october maybe i still dont know

 

[Huntfish34]

Still not sure..... Maybe tomorrow,. Fuck . Who knows.

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

Sunday September 27th
Probably between 6:00 p.m. and 10:00 p.m.
Location: pssssst

 

[death137]

Sunday September 27th
Probably between 6:00 p.m. and 10:00 p.m.
Location: pssssst

Why that day if you feel answering?

 

[GonnaGoBye]

My birthdaaaaay!!

 

[darkghost]

Maybe today, maybe tomorrow, in the next week... I don't know

 

[LifeSucks39]

December my life is ruined

 

[LetzteAusfahrt]

Why that day if you feel answering?

I am expecting a transfer to my bank account on the 25th, which I would like to forward to a friend who urgently needs money for his child.

Sunday is the next day on which most forum users have free time

 

[cyberlordsumit]

Still not sure..... Maybe tomorrow,. Fuck . Who knows.

same

 

[FallingFree]

I am prepared to CTB whenever. At this point I am just living day to day.

 

[BrokenGirl]

18. September oder 21. Dezember

 

[LenkaX]

Not later than the end of March 2021.

 

[InterstateFlowers]

Planning to ctb on a day where parents aren't working. So maybe a Monday? I don't wanna stress my parents by coming home to me killing myself. It'll be easier to deal with me on a free day.

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

I don't have an specific preference. If I had to choose a number would be probably somewhere between 20-29 in a year or so. Maybe less.

 

[Wayfaerer]

Before October because I turn 30 and I'm just not interested in being that old.

I wish I was able to postpone another year-and-a-half so I can CTB just before 30. It'd be nice to experience your 20's and CTB before you become "old"

tbh, I don't even consider 30-year-olds "old," I don't think you're that until 40. 40 is when you're old proper.

 

[Huntfish34]

Old proper. Haha. I love that,. Because 50s is when I consider people to be " older ". Old on the other hand is like.. 80 +. Imo.. Just my .02.

 

[Cant Maintain]

Either late October, November, or December. Maybe the 28th. If not I'll wait till around my birthday a couple months down the line.

 

[catsarecool]

Before 2021 hopefully. If things go well somewhere in a month or two

 

[Deleted member 17949]

A Tuesday because fuck Tuesday

 

[BPD Barbie]

Before October because I turn 30 and I'm just not interested in being that old.

30 isnt so bad, I turned 30 in Feb and had the exact same feeling but I just felt the same as I did at 29.

For me, the date doesnt matter too much, nor does the day. As long as its night time that's all that matters.

 

[builtwrong]

I want to ctb the day my father dies to spare him the pain, but honestly it'll likely be much sooner.

 

[BrokenGirl]

21th December