Life has no meaning anymore. My parents hate me, my love life ended abruptly, my job is in tatters. This is not the person who I was. All i want rn is to join the great gig in the sky. Not all of us deserve happy endings. Please can someone tell me where do I get N /SN ?
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I'm very sorry you are in a crisis right now. It sounds unbearable and I am so very sorry for your loss. Most here can empathize because most of us have been there.
You'll find lots of valuable information in this forum but also a lot of support to get through the next few weeks until you have sorted things out.
Neither S nor SN will be available within a day or two. So, I would suggest to take it one step at a time.
- Read up on different methods.
- Read the experience reports here.
- Definitely read the PPeH (not just one chapter)
There are many steps involved if you want to be successful.
For some people just having the option of pulling the plug is extremely valuable and gives them energy and hope for a few more days or months or even years.
Welcome and good luck on your journey.This is not me. I had the best job, the best life, I could buy anything I wanted. I still can. But the last 8 months have taken such a toll on me that I have realized its not worth living anymore. I chased off the woman I loved. I have been lied to, backstabbed and manipulated by my friends, lover and even my parents. I am in a state wherein my friends have betrayed me and my enemies as well. I can't even trust my enemies to hate me. I am done with this duplicity. I had always predicted I wouldn't live beyond 27. Next month is my birthday. It's come a full circle. Good bye world, I only loved you.Similar threads
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