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Where do you want to die?
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I think a lot of people would like to die at home. I like that idea myself, but I also want to die outside in nature, somewhere isolated so animals and bugs and eat my body before I'm found. Does anyone have specific locations in mind for one reason or another? Or a special place of some kind?
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Home is often difficult if one doesn't live alone and doesn't want to be found by loved ones. Personally, I'd like to go deep into a forest, a mountain ledge near such place, or a deserted island would be nice, too, and preferably never found.
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I don't want to die at home because I don't want to be found by my family and don't want to ruin the home for them so they always go by the place i died and remember it or something. I will die in a hotel or motel more likely. I wanted to go a few hours away, somewhere nice, but thinking about it, I don't want it to be a hassle to get my body to its final resting place. I want to be cremated though.
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Home is often difficult if one doesn't live alone and doesn't want to be found by loved ones. Personally, I'd like to go deep into a forest, a mountain ledge near such place, or a deserted island would be nice, too, and preferably never found.
It would be really nice to die in some beautiful place, like some old European city or in the wildness with good view for beauty of nature. But it's just safer to do it in home, when you are alone and you can be sure that no one will interrupt you. In my mind I imagine myself jumping of from Golden Gate Bridge or Niagara Waterfall, that would be nice. But I will end up doing it at home, alone ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I plan on using SN in a hotel but, as usual, I'm second guessing myself. I definitely don't want to ctb @ home where my parents will find me & my death can affect the property value. But I'm still unsure of the backlash that might come due to using a chemical in a hotel room.
It would be really nice to die in some beautiful place, like some old European city or in the wildness with good view for beauty of nature. But it's just safer to do it in home, when you are alone and you can be sure that no one will interrupt you. In my mind I imagine myself jumping of from Golden Gate Bridge or Niagara Waterfall, that would be nice. But I will end up doing it at home, alone ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I was also thinking about doing it in a public place like jumping, but just like you I'll do it in my room. I've made it pretty cozy and can listen to my music while I pass. Also you profile picture is probably my favorite on this site!
I was also thinking about doing it in a public place like jumping, but just like you I'll do it in my room. I've made it pretty cozy and can listen to my music while I pass.
Yea, I plan to put headphones on, play my suicide playlist, relax for the last time and then end it once for all. I think with music it will be much easier to overcome fear and SI, I will be more relaxed, for the last time in my life.
I plan on using SN in a hotel but, as usual, I'm second guessing myself. I definitely don't want to ctb @ home where my parents will find me & my death can affect the property value. But I'm still unsure of the backlash that might come due to using a chemical in a hotel room.
Some of us have the same idea , wilderness or the mountains , never to be found again . Thinking of drinking SN in the morning or early afternoon and the thought of sitting in the middle of a forest at midnight holding my glass of SN and hearing creatures moving around really doesn't appeal to me , being taken out by a bear is really not high on my ctb list
I plan on using SN in a hotel but, as usual, I'm second guessing myself. I definitely don't want to ctb @ home where my parents will find me & my death can affect the property value. But I'm still unsure of the backlash that might come due to using a chemical in a hotel room.
I'm thinking a state park. I actually hate nature, despite living in am area that loves the outdoors.
I'm thinking of the park, since I could take SN, and likely be not discovered for a long time. Even if I'm caught after a couple of hours, to get me carried tona place medics would be, and it still wouldn't be in time.
I plan on using SN in a hotel but, as usual, I'm second guessing myself. I definitely don't want to ctb @ home where my parents will find me & my death can affect the property value. But I'm still unsure of the backlash that might come due to using a chemical in a hotel room.
I've always been drawn to a particular railroad trussel.. trying to force myself to jump, even taking drugs to pass out and fall off(never worked)
soo I guess I'm gonna drink my SN and just lay down listening to the trains come my way.
90sAesthetics
Pornhub-verified schizo. My head is a DialUp Oasis
The few square miles I spent the 90s up to the mid-2000s in. I'd wanna be the highest I've ever been (back in early 2017.) Would be a nostalgia blast and a Vaporwave dream, but alas I can only travel using the Wayback Machine and Google Maps
A few months ago some dumbass clown tried multiple carjackings at the mall that's over there and got shot+died in the parking lot. What a dumbass! But nonetheless he died in what I consider to be "the most sacred block in the hood."
I would most prefer to die near or in a body of water, or at least in nature. However, that probably isn't possible so I'm going with a hotel room. Who knows though, I could get lucky.
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I'm probably going to have to go to a hotel if I decide to ctb, but there is a beautiful creek which runs across our family's property. I'd like to have my ashes spread there after a heavy rain. Just the thought of becoming one with nature is incredibly comforting to me.
Actually, a death in a home - especially a suicide - can reduce the value. It tends to have less of a effect over time, but there are services that will tell you if a house you're thinking of buying has had a death.
ETA: Some people believe that the souls of those who commit suicide do not rest, thus their unwillingness to buy a home that has been the site of a suicide.
Of course, but my family will still be here. I worry about uninformed, maybe irrational authorities ransacking my (parents) home looking for more SN because I've used it in a hotel. Possibly thinking that I've put others in danger...?
I hope that I'm over thinking but I just don't know.
There's a hotel in my town known for suicide. It's called the suicide hotel or something. It's where that girl died in the water tank a few years ago. Maybe I'll go there.
I'd like to die in a secluded place where people aren't able to find me easily. This allows me the solitude and serenity of seclusion when I spend my last conscious moments on planet Earth.
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