Where did eternalmelancholy disappear to

[Death is beautiful]

I'm talking about @eternalmelancholy does anyone know where he's gone? I really liked his posts, is he CTB?

 

[GentleJerk]

I asked this recently. I really wish I knew too :/

 

[Chinaski]

Same, l really liked them and l hope they are okay.

 

[WhiteRabbit]

I think they bought and received N.

 

[FuneralCry]

This is the most ready I have ever been for death. But I guess even with the best plans and peaceful methods SI will always start to kick in. I guess there is no secret or trick to successfully ctb. It is just a matter of willpower when the moment comes. I really hope I can do this. I already got rid of all my possession besides the bare essentials and I am going to book a hotel room for next week right now.

I don't know why I keep giving myself outs. I know I can always back out and cancel the reservation or just drive back home. I even used the weather as an excuse not to drive somewhere secluded with enough gas in the tank for a one way trip. My method has changed to something I can't back out of but now I am setting myself up for failure with all these ways of backing out. Well if I am not around in 2 weeks that means I successfully ctb.

I am actually really sad and will miss this place. Even though we are complete strangers on an online forum, I never felt more understood. Life really is unpredictable.

They wrote this a couple of days before they were last seen. Maybe this explains what happened to them, but of course I do not actually know.

 

[Death is beautiful]

They wrote this a couple of days before they were last seen. Maybe this explains what happened to them, but of course I do not actually know.

This explains a lot, can I ask where they wrote it? I didn't see anything on their profile
Ah, that's it, I found it, it turns out I had to click on the quote