Discussion Where are you guys CTBing at?

[yellowsouled]

Probably going to buy SN soon, as I'm a touch worried the main source (DMC) will eventually run into legal troubles and get taken down (perhaps I'm just paranoid — but would rather not wait too long and end up with a KL situation).

I'd prefer to CTB in my room because it's "safe" to me, but I'd also like to not potentially traumatize my brother, especially as he's underage, if I were to CTB while everyone is out and he gets home from school before my parents get home from work. He's a teenager and not a young child, but I'd still rather not have him see and be affected* by it.

(* Yes, I know he could be affected regardless — but seeing a corpse in rigor or after it's been there for a bit is way different than hearing indirectly about CTB/death.)

I'd go to a hotel, but my parents are home in evenings, and I couldn't be away for hours without being interrogated. I wouldn't even have a good excuse.

I live in a small town (~1k people) so there's not a major police presence, but I'm still worried that if, say, I parked in an empty lot and took the SN, a cop with nothing better to do might show up and start asking questions.

 

[dimgobaith]

I will probably go in my car or a caravan if I manage to buy a cheap one. Somewhere that won't affect anyone else that means nothing to anyone but me

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

I'm going to be doing it in my room, I have an exit bag and I'll use that late at night in my room. I live in an adult group home, but our rooms are not shared and I only live with 1 other person plus the staff. Staff will discover my body, but I'm hoping it won't traumatize them, I've never felt like anyone around me cares so.

 

[LostLily]

Hotel room so I have more privacy

 

[TheHolySword]

big hotel with sn

 

[pariah80]

Hotel room at around midnight.

 

[Promised Heaven]

I want to do it at a hotel just to not traumatize my family. Choosing hanging. I've been studying hotel rooms for good secure spots and mostly just found the bathroom door and the wheelchair accessible bar (though it's often too low).

Realistically, I'll probably do it at home in my room. But I really want to book a hotel and do it there.

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

At a hotel so I can die in the same city as my wife and daughters. I just booked it, actually.

 

[Unknown21]

Home, at my bed, hopefully.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

On a dock by the ocean. Late at night when downtown is deserted. Going to pass with the special memories associated with that place and the waves will carry my soul into eternity.

 

[timorousTruant]

I'm thinking a hotel somewhere so that my family doesn't have to find my cold dead body and be even more traumatized than they're already going to be.

 

[ScaredOfMachines]

I want to do it at a hotel just to not traumatize my family. Choosing hanging. I've been studying hotel rooms for good secure spots and mostly just found the bathroom door and the wheelchair accessible bar (though it's often too low).

Realistically, I'll probably do it at home in my room. But I really want to book a hotel and do it there.

Same here. I want to do it in a hotel room as well, but realistically I have no means of transportation besides uber, and who knows if anyone will be willing to take a job that late. I hate the thought of traumatizing my family again.

 

[Forveleth]

Depends on my method. There's a handy steel beam in my basement to hang from but if I go the chemical route I'll probably do it in the bathtub to make cleanup easy (I'm at least polite ).

 

[foreverlanguish]

At the moment, probably at home or somewhere outside that is remote.

 

[shrizoid]

Probably going to buy SN soon, as I'm a touch worried the main source (DMC) will eventually run into legal troubles and get taken down (perhaps I'm just paranoid — but would rather not wait too long and end up with a KL situation).

I'd prefer to CTB in my room because it's "safe" to me, but I'd also like to not potentially traumatize my brother, especially as he's underage, if I were to CTB while everyone is out and he gets home from school before my parents get home from work. He's a teenager and not a young child, but I'd still rather not have him see and be affected* by it.

(* Yes, I know he could be affected regardless — but seeing a corpse in rigor or after it's been there for a bit is way different than hearing indirectly about CTB/death.)

I'd go to a hotel, but my parents are home in evenings, and I couldn't be away for hours without being interrogated. I wouldn't even have a good excuse.

I live in a small town (~1k people) so there's not a major police presence, but I'm still worried that if, say, I parked in an empty lot and took the SN, a cop with nothing better to do might show up and start asking questions.

if or when I ever go through with it, I would do it in my room

 

[AuroraB]

outside, ocean.

 

[GiverTaker]

At the comfort of my bed