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Bat 17
Bat 17
- Mar 30, 2021
- 307
I'm in the neighbouring county Oxon so not far
Have been up to Northampton a few times, mainly buying shoes !Northampton is apparently known for its shoes. God, how very dull. Do either of you know suicidal people in your areas?I don't know anyone who has informed me they are actively suicidal...
I know a few people who aren't keen on life but not to the extent of me and I know most of them from a drug rehabilitation centre and hospitalization. So they are bound not to be overjoyed.
I don't have any close friends Sue to my frustration at existence the friends I do keep on touch with have grown apart unfortunately.
What about yourself?I think it must be weirdly nice to know and be around depressed people. Happy people stress me out with their constant joviality lol.
No I don't have any friends. I can't because of my self-loathing.
Bat 17
Bat 17
- Mar 30, 2021
- 307
I have a friend who tried to CTB but she doesn't like talking about it. That's it
It depends on the type you can find people doors away from you who will claim to be depressed... But do they really know depression or just feeling sorry for themself.
That's why I struggle with friendship because you can never really know anyone.
I've fell for people's stories when I was young who had caused all their own problems through egoz greed, or worse and would create some of the worst things people can lie about like being abused just to gain a sympathy vote. Therefore numbing the response to real victims.
I don't trust many people.
ClairyFairy
Wizard
- Jan 22, 2021
- 622
I don't know anyone that would just chat openly. I tell them after an attempt how I feel more so than any other time because they've tried to stop me before. I make jokes about dying but people who know me and know how many times I've tried say I'm not funny. From where I live I can see the Welsh hills and Liverpool. I can't imagine being completely honest and open before the fact. Even on here I want to tell people they're loved and there's another way blah, blah, blah, bore off even though I don't want people saying that shit to me. It's like a reflex I want to kill myself - don't do it
Telling them before just really upsets people
UterEntonaur
Specialist
- Aug 17, 2020
- 340
You say that like it's a bad thing! I always wanted to go on the DM's factory tour
deadinsideforever
Member
- Mar 31, 2021
- 30
Try to avoid giving away personal information.
Its not necessarily a good idea to meet other forum members IRL.
deadinsideforever
Member
- Mar 31, 2021
- 30
Not looking to meet, or even know town was just wondering which area of Oxfordshire as it's really quite big! But thanks for the heads up
Tackingintothewind
Mage
- Mar 2, 2021
- 530
signifying nothing
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- Sep 13, 2020
- 2,553
Bat 17
Bat 17
- Mar 30, 2021
- 307
It's a shame we can't be more open and it's not being unfriendly, it's just that not everyone reading these pages has our best interests at heartLast edited:
