Where am I going wrong with the beaver beans seeds method?

[Brayu]

I start by saying that I don't care if it's painful, if there are better methods (they exist, but they're not accessible to me)...

It also doesn't matter if the abdominal organs get damaged and I don't die... at least I'll be closer in the next ones.

Because I tried with 9 and 13 seeds + antiemetic and I suffered almost nothing, practically only the urine was foamy (I chewed the seeds well).

Could it be that if I increased it to about 30 seeds it could work? if I mix it with alcohol or something else... will the antiemetic is cutting the effect?

I don't even know if it did any damage to my kidneys or something (I've been feeling them, but it doesn't look like it's going to kill me).

I see people consuming a lot less and going to the ICU (my body mass is very low). I'm afraid I'm creating antibodies instead of helping...

 

[hopelessgirl]

sorry can't answer this, because I have a question: what are these seeds and where do you find them?

 

[DetachedDreamer97]

sorry can't answer this, because I have a question: what are these seeds and where do you find them?

It's apparently another name for castor bean from a quick google search, and according to my intuition. This is strangely the first time I've heard someone call it such a name.

Either way, it isn't much of a good method in my opinion as you'll likely require at least a hundred or so of these beans, and that death from ricin poisoning is not very pleasant to say the least.

If you were to go through with it, it'd me more efficient to extract the poison.