Venting when will i get the courage?

[user933957]

when will i get the courage to finally go through my plans? when will i get the courage to finally cut deeper? when? where is that courage?

 

[Jadeith]

It's not about courage because it would imply that "not doing it" is a sign of cowardice and that in turn might spiral into some kind of pressure. Like "i don't want to be viewed as coward so i'm gonna do it".
You will go when you 100% feel like it. There's no pressure, no time limit.

And BTW - cutting is not recommended suicide method and should not be attempted.

Non-methods that should not be attempted

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sanctioned-suicide.net

 

[user933957]

It's not about courage because it would imply that "not doing it" is a sign of cowardice and that in turn might spiral into some kind of pressure. Like "i don't want to be viewed as coward so i'm gonna do it".
You will go when you 100% feel like it. There's no pressure, no time limit.

And BTW - cutting is not recommended suicide method and should not be attempted.

Non-methods that should not be attempted

mod note: this has been added to the suicide resource compilation at the top. This has been made in response to the ever increasing amount of posts made about highly unlikely methods. Please read before posting about one of these methods or feel free to link if someone does post about them...

sanctioned-suicide.net

i would never try cutting as a method

 

[Dejected 55]

I've been cheating. When I first started thinking this was last year I knew I was nearly a year away. I've just been waiting for money to run out, which will force my hand. So I still have a couple of months left to go before it becomes less of an option. I'm not exactly living it up, no bucket list... just sitting around watching TV and eating mostly. It will not be for about 2 months before I see if I have the guts to really go through with it.