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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
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When was the first time you thought about death? Was it from a book? Or an experience? Or from a conversation?

Not necessarily suicide, but death (or mortality I guess) in general.
 
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MissNietzsche

MissNietzsche

Specialist
Aug 1, 2019
343
When I discovered philosophy and became an atheist
 
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Azzy69

Azzy69

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Aug 8, 2019
605
i was 7 years old and my great-grandmother had just passed away and i thought to myself 'I wonder where she went'
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
Nov 19, 2019
802
When my pet got sick and died, so about 8 or so.
That's the first time death really hit me.
 
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BPD_LE

BPD_LE

The Queen of Meme
Aug 11, 2019
1,576
I was about 9. I would cry myself to sleep and beg God to take my life instead of another little girl's, whose parents didn't want her to die.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
I was 17 and dealing with an ass ripping depression, was suicidal af and eventually made a serious attempt tear later. A few years ago I was engaged to a sociopathic s.o.b and ended up nearly getting killed by meds...have been violently suicidal ever since. I honestly cannot explain why I am still alive
Peace/hugs
 
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TearyEyedQueen

TearyEyedQueen

In the wrong timeline
Nov 14, 2019
366
I was 5 years old, and had just lost both my paternal grandparents in the same year of 2005...
I feel like I was never the same after that but there was still no real depression.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
When I was 14 getting bullied in school
 
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