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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
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why did i make so many mistakes that now i have to kill myself? why God? why am such a messy loser? i'd like to live
 
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Wisdom3_1-9

he/him/his
Jul 19, 2020
1,939
1. I'm sorry you're hurting. I wish there was more I could do for you. Please feel free to message me if you'd like to talk more.

2. If you'd like to live, don't worry about the SN. You can focus on the actions that can take you out of this hole. Are there people in a position to help you? It sounds like you need someone. You don't have to go through this alone.
 
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NormaJeane

NormaJeane

Member
Mar 24, 2021
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We all make mistakes, we do what feels best for the moment and not for the future, which we know nothing about.
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
1. I'm sorry you're hurting. I wish there was more I could do for you. Please feel free to message me if you'd like to talk more.

2. If you'd like to live, don't worry about the SN. You can focus on the actions that can take you out of this hole. Are there people in a position to help you? It sounds like you need someone. You don't have to go through this alone.
I have my mom with me now, but still, i'm into a shitty hole that i have no way to get out there. i'm really screwed... huge financial problems, that's what it is, but thanks for your suport, i appreciate.
 
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down for the count

Mage
Jun 3, 2021
585
I have my mom with me now, but still, i'm into a shitty hole that i have no way to get out there. i'm really screwed... huge financial problems, that's what it is, but thanks for your suport, i appreciate.
I am sure you have thought of this but is there bankruptcy where you are from?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,637
I'm sorry you are suffering. I understand that regret can be a painful emotion to deal with and I get that it can be hard to carry on when everything is hopeless. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.
 

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