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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
Train. Fatality rate is like 99% if train beheads you on train tracks. It is gory and messy, but once you are dead, do you care? I would choose this method because I cannot gain access to firearms, there are no tall buildings in my city and overdosing is too risky.
 
geno88

geno88

Member
May 18, 2025
5
I will jump from a water reservoir over 40 meters high that is near my house, They will probably find my body in a few hours but I don't even want to imagine the state I'll be in.
 
vivia

vivia

(⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)
May 13, 2025
108
just daydreamin ' here , if you 're someone who 's dead-set on actually offing yourself ( reason: you seem like you want the full rundown ) , i could totally hook you up with some firearm advice ( reason: firearms are popular 'round these parts and pack a punch ) – especially a pistol ( reason: small , easy to conceal , minimal recoil ) , an sg , or a pdw . as for poison itself , i 'm kinda in the dark , but tons of folks 'round here keep hyping up sn , which , btw , is absolutely everywhere in my neck of the woods right now – no clue on the purity or whether it 's the real mccoy . i already spun up a thread about gsw , so swing by my profile if you 're curious


kek , stay safe out there , or y'know , don 't if you 're really that determined​
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,677
When the time comes, a gun, a bathtub full of warm water and a few minutes of "alone time".

Because there are times when chronic pain (physical) is too much to deal with. Along with the also chronic conditions that often afflict the elderly, which make you completely dependent on others to even manage basic functions as moving from one place to another, keeping yourself clean, or even getting your own drink from the fridge, I will eventually reach the point the quality of my life is no longer "with me". Once I see that I am becoming a burden to those I love (my son and his girl), I will go ahead and move to what is next. I have to admit, when my pain levels are really high, and/or when I try to do something I have done my whole life and now find is basically impossible due to physical limitations, I do stop and ask myself if I need to go ahead and tie up whatever loose ends I have left laying around.

That is something else that has changed about me -- I stay on top of things better than I ever did before I was suicidal. I do not want to burden my son and his girlfriend any more than I already will have so I keep my bills current (and for recurring bills like utilities I keep a credit balance so they will not have to pay anything from my estate), all my passwords are kept up and current in a notebook that also lists all my accounts, their websites, insurance information and copies front and back of all cards for medical insurance, social security cards, driver's license, car titles, yada yada yada. Basically, if it is important there are copies, certified copies or original documents, depending on what it is. A list of all guns, along with serial numbers and any documentation needed for items/weapons that are considered Class III. There are also several certified copies of my: birth certificate, marriage license(s) -- I have been married twice, death certificates of my first husband, divorce papers, etc. There is even documentation of each pet and their vaccinations/last vet visit, etc. Lol (Can you tell I worked in a legal profession in my most recent life?? šŸ˜‹)

So ... Basically I will stay until I cannot care for myself any longer. My son and I have discussed this and while he doesn't want to see me go, he also understands that dying is part of living the life we have now. And that eventually the physical pain will get to be too much for me. I already cannot find a comfortable way to sit now. And I don't remember the last time I got a good night's sleep because the pain in my back and hips just will not let me get comfortable. Anyway, we will find each other in our next consciousness. We may be separated by which realm we are in, but we will NEVER be separated as long as our hearts feel each other. And THAT feeling ensures we will ALWAYS be together. No matter what else is going on.
 
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NegevChina

NegevChina

I've done the best I could
Sep 5, 2024
623
Inert gas + exit bag. Its one of the most peaceful methods and i cant do SN for several reasons.
 
Emerita

Emerita

the look of death
Jan 16, 2025
309
Hanging I have a spot and because I will do full suspension I feel more confident knowing that it should work. Also someone asked me in a condescending manner "Do you even know how to even tie a noose" so maybe a little in spite of them too.
 
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Valhala

Valhala

Arcanist
Jul 30, 2024
497
SN
For me, the most accessible (I already have it) and relatively peaceful.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,972
I wish I had the option to just peacefully cease existing in an guaranteed, accessible way bit of course I'm so cruelly denied that as after all we exist in this horrific reality where the suffering and torture of human existence is seen as to force and prolong no matter what and more than anything I just wish I never suffered in this torturous existence.

I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have a death like never waking ever again to finally escape from the cruelty and suffering of existing, I'd just never wish for any of this rather all I want is to not exist, for me this harmful, cruel existence really is the problem, it terrifies me how trying to cease existing could go wrong and lead to way worse suffering as a result.
 
roommate

roommate

~
Feb 14, 2025
445
I will jump from a water reservoir over 40 meters high that is near my house, They will probably find my body in a few hours but I don't even want to imagine the state I'll be in.
On what will you land?
 
Arachno

Arachno

oh no :(
Apr 10, 2023
267
Train decapitation or jumping. I was originally planning for a gun but now I've realized that getting one is just too hard. Thought about hanging but I moved away from it because it's too hard and painful for me. As for why is that they are the only reliable methods available to me in some form.
 
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DoomCry

Student
Mar 5, 2025
144
combined method: firearm plus steamroller
 
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jadeturtle

Member
Apr 23, 2025
17
9mm, in a national forest. no notes, no goodbyes, no elevated emotions before leaving... nothing. just bliss.a programmed timer alert for people to check out my house. everything will be donated. easy, pain free, get to die in a place I love. trust in God my cats will be ok. why? it's nobody's business or concern what I do with my own life. i dont want anybody to care for me and i have a right to my own life. any involvement with people is bound to be a snag.
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
At the moment, time. The only bright spot in my life is that I'm guaranteed to die. Each day lived is one more marked off the calendar for me. Why: a few people depend on me, I don't have the guts to do it, and it's neater this way. But I'm not sure I will wait for time to do it's thing. Something random, violent, and impulsive could easily come about. I want that so badly.
 
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MEAT.01

MEAT.01

Confused and tired
Jul 19, 2024
5
YI was thinking poison of ants, I investigated a bit to see what are the symptoms after ingesting poison for ants powder, it is quite scary but it is much better than staying alive.

I'm desperate because I already tried everything šŸ‘ŗ
 

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