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SpiderLink

SpiderLink

they/them
Apr 3, 2023
362
"I wish somebody loved me as much as I hate myself"
"I'm so sick of waiting on the sun, my sliver lining never comes, so sick of feeling not enough, does hope hurt more than giving up?"

Those 2 are from 2 songs.
 
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SoftWorries

Specialist
Feb 22, 2023
331
"Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and being alone won't either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It is the reason you are here on earth. You have to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left, or hurt, or death brushes too near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself that you tasted as many as you could."

Louise Erdrich, The Painted Drum
 
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just_so_done

Experienced
Apr 16, 2023
258
"And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles, its a very, very
Mad world, mad world"

Mad World by Gary Jules
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,135
'I don't want to die. I want to die.'
流体ー


and

"I didn't fight this battle just to fight, I fought because I had too."
流体ー
 
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Green Destiny

Green Destiny

Life isn't worth the trouble.
Nov 16, 2019
877
Gazing at people, some hand in hand.
Just what I'm going through, they can't understand.

Nights in white satin by the Moody Blues.
 
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catastrophix

catastrophix

and my nightmares will have nightmares every night
Feb 20, 2023
106
"I want to stay inside all day / I want the world to go away …/…I want blood, guts, and angel cake / I'm gonna puke it anyway" - Teen Idle by MARINA

Also, literally just the entire lyrics to Trees II by McCafferty.
 
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mosai1que

mosai1que

I know whats best for me
May 7, 2023
33
I have a bunch omg

"life shrinks into a trap where they endlessly repeat that singular moment when they were surest of being alive. That moment is short, but long after it has passed, good times as well as bad slip like sand through their fingers as they meaninglessly repeat and confirm their survival"

"i think i am talking funny, with my burned mouth, my numb tongue fat and useless inside my mouth. I want to say, don't bother asking me anything. I want to say, there is nothing underneath"

"its not that i dont care, its just that reality is flickering,
and summer is so far away"

"everything's growing in our garden
you dont have to know that its haunted
the doctor put her hand over my liver
she told me my resentment's getting smaller"

sorry for spamming but i cant pick hh
 
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nolifezzz

nolifezzz

stuck somewhere between hell and earth
Mar 26, 2020
39
my profile title
 
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hdiriq

hdiriq

Member
Apr 22, 2023
14
Grass is always greener - people just assume they'd be better off elsewhere.
 
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