Discussion What's your current method of choice?

[ketamoeba]

sn, ive had it for a long time and finally got the meto too so it seems easy enough now

 

[Crash_Bash_Dash]

SN it will be if I decide it to happen and if nothing works out to better my life. It's been sitting in the cupboard there since June. Jumping freaked me out and NN and partial hanging didn't work out somehow so this is my only choice. I probably won't have access to meto so I have to rely on olanzapine for AE. Also I have Propranolol so it would ease palpitation.

 

[justwannadip]

I want to cbt with helium but unfortunately it's hard to get unless you're a commercial business in Canada. The right percentage that would actually end things, anyways.

Why not use nitrogen?

 

[pointblank]

I think I might settle for cyanide salts. Its reliability is rated 5/5 by PPH and it's available where I am. Gotta go fast for the CTB /sanic

I might also combine it with SN because it's fuckin cheap and why not? lol.

 

[elletaber45]

Why not use nitrogen?

I will have a harder time explaining why I need nitrogen when ordering.

 

[Unknown21]

SN.

 

[recusant2003]

As of write now I am planning to stab myself in my stomach and bleed out.

But I need to do more research to know where to stab exactly for a fast death (I'm too scared to stab my heart so that's out of the equation)

 

[rachybee]

I am thinking of SN. It sounds relatively peaceful compared to other methods. Cheap and I get to die in my bed

This is how I feel. Get to go in my own bed sleeping.

 

[death_bed221]

Sn. At this point I don't even care if it hurts. Cant be here anymore

 

[Salkak]

SN. Just take in and go to bed

 

[lnlybnny]

SN, i just hate how it takes so many detailed steps, but at least it seems more peaceful than other options

 

[chaosdrifter]

currently i see three options for me:

• CO plastic bag (citric acide + baking soda)
• chloroforme + partial hanging (i ordered the ingredients for chloroforme a while ago and i'm so desperate for it to arrive)
• quetiapine + hypothermia (which at least in my imagination seems to be the most romantic option)

and disregarding of the option, i'd love to cut myself one last time before i ctb

 

[exitingtothevoid]

Exit bag using nitrogen or argon.

 

[softgirlluna]

I would like to hang myself, partially probably. It seems scary but it's convenient and I have fears about my own willpower with SN. Personal preference though. Also SN seems like a huge hassle to get, plus anti emetics and I have a history of benzodiazepine addiction so I doubt I could get prescribed them.

 

[deepsweetdiver]

Either full suspension hanging or firearms. If my brain was different probably SN, but I just want to take all my pain out on myself, not just go peacefully.

 

[Caffeineaddiction]

I plan on self induced euthanasia. I have a guy who can get me everything, I just need some money. I'm going to buy the supplies, take the anti emetic, empty my bowels and bladder because I don't want people to find me after shitting myself, after 50 minutes I will call 112 (911 for europeans) and I'll take the sedative and kill drug. I won't make a mess, I'll die peacefully, and they'll find my body quickly so I'm not going to cause any inconvenience with the smell, or any fluids.

 

[ma0]

The method that looks most favourable to me right now is to jump off my town's local pier and drown myself, preferably when nobody else is around. Only issue is that it only opens in the summer, and I'd have to wait another 6 months.

In the meantime I've also considered slitting my throat, cuz guns are sadly illegal in my country and knives are easily available. Only issue is that I'm not sure whether it would really be sharp enough. SN and all that just seems really complicated and I want it done quickly, should I commit to it.

 

[ham and potatoes]

If it comes to it, it will either be Fent or a RC opioid I'll purchase from the DNM. Sounds way more euphoric than SN

 

[Namelesa]

My only option is to a partial hanging as my parents trap me in the house. I can't buy anything like SN or go to a high up place to jump from (what I would prefer to do as I can't back out of it after jumping) as I can only go outside on my own with my dog (obviously won't kill myself then as that would endanger him.) Problem is I don't even know if I can tie a knot and the one rope I have may not be thick enough.

 

[imsotired35]

Ligature without hanging or jumping from cliff

 

[kenma0]

idk maybe SN. i have enough money to buy a firearm, but i want to leave as much money as possible behind for my roommate so she can pay the bills

 

[8leveloquenfrn4evr8]

Ideally N with a strong opioid.

 

[failedmind]

SN. I don't know how to get benzos or any of the other things and I also have emetaphobia, but I feel like this is the easiest way for me right now. I'm scared if I use a gun, that I'll do it wrong and be a vegetable. Same with hanging. I wanted to do the exit bag but I'm scared I wont get that right either. I wish CTB wasn't so hard.

 

[ALXxᛦ]

hanging from a pull up bar it seems like the best option for me

 

[avoid_slow_death]

SN. My first choice was N, but that's definitely not feasible for me, so the alt will do just fine.

BTW, adorable pic. Made my day a bit, thank you.

 

[003]

Drowning.

 

[Peter Skellern]

Personally, I just want something peaceful and painless where I can just fall asleep in my own bed (and not wake up). So its an OD of something opiate or synthetic version of. Don't really get myself why most people dont go that route? Why risk the pain? Anyway, once you've sourced enough job mostly done.