What's wrong with me. I don't feel safe

[Sleepdrifter]

I feel so worried and bad for no reason. And sometimes other bad feelings.
Nothing is different, apart from drinking more than usual

Today it has been really bad, I haven't been able to go outside much. Almost nothing feels good or OK. I can't relax or calm down. It's definitely not a panic attack. I haven't been able to sleep for weeks. What is happening. I'm going to go to the doctor, this can't be right. I don't want them to dope me up

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I have the same problem. Sometimes it's not as bad but I don't think I've ever felt completely safe.

 

[Sleepdrifter]

I have the same problem. Sometimes it's not as bad but I don't think I've ever felt completely safe.

I don't feel normal or understand what it feels to be normal. It's like I'm dreaming. Everything seems alien. Sometimes I get headaches. Is this what a breakdown is? Life should not be this hard, something is wrong. Wish I could sleep

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds awful what you are going through and I'm sorry that you have to endure this. Life certainly is hard. I hope that in whatever happens you are able to find relief from your suffering.